HIDING FROM REALITY

2009-11-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-29T11:06:00.001+08:00

oh oh good news!

GOT MY FAHRENHEIT MUSIC SHOWCASE TICKET!

Although i’m super super broke now because of it, but WORTH IT TO SEE AHBU AGAIN! :D

And i’m going with Riley and her sister’s friend. :D I’m super awesome happy. Gonna go collect it on Monday.

Anyway, choir was okay yesterday. It’s nice to have Joshua back. (: He definitely brings us lots of laughs. He went to stand next to Tiff and she chased him away so that all of us wouldn’t get distracted LOLS. then we all started laughing at Gabiel’s falsetto. and he was like SHUT UP! hahaha.

Okay, nothing much last night actually. Except it was damn ass squeezy during choir and some people don’t even care about the others around them as long as THEY’RE comfortable right!

I don’t wanna go batam. ):

But on a greater note, I’m on Fahrenheit frenzy again! :D

2009-11-27T19:28:00.001+08:00

More photos from the retreat! :D

gals! :D

Godsis brilliant idea of taking our shadows

Yellow! :D (it wasn’t planned btw)

thee of us again! :D

Godsis loveeee <3

Anyway, yesterday met Mark Tan and Ms Soh at VCH. hahaha. Then headed to Mummy’s staff party. :D

Got home at midnight and slept. lols. super tired.

Today went out for lunch and then bough SS501 CD at United Square. (it’s in daddy’s car!) and then we headed to see Yen Lin’s artworks. omg, my cousin is damn awesome.

General view of her artwork.

IT’S MADE OF TAPE YOU KNOW! :D

Everything is so 3D! :D it’s so fabulous.

So if anyone wants to really see this for yourself head down to the art museum! It’s opposite St Peter and Paul Church (and apparently is the old CHS). and some schools get to go in FOC!

I’m so proud of her! :D

Headed to City Hall HMV then and got my Genie PlayFun! wheeeee. :D She’s super chio. I love the girl <3

Alright, off to video. :D

Oh btw, Berlyn, just comment on his profile and if you’re lucky he’ll reply (but depends)

OH RIGHT, DADDY’S DOING FT ISLAND I THINK! :D

Church Retreat

2009-11-26T16:31:00.001+08:00

Hehe, church retreat was better than expected. :D

Picked Veron, Nat and Drea up ystd morning and then headed to Aloha Changi. Got our stuff into our rooms then headed to Denis’ room for retreat. First activity was like introduction of ourselves. Which could become funny faced with Roy’s teasing. :P Second activity he split us into a few groups. Roy, Veron and Nat in my group. Read article and then group discussion with Chris, Theodore and Arthur.

Later broke back into our groups and shared. Lunch was good, we all got kinda hung up with the cats behind our bungalow so we kept venturing out. wahaha. After lunch found the bible passage. Did sharing again. Then we played Headbands! haha. Roy kena sabo-ed so he was the first (Hot Pepper). He couldn’t think of the link la! Followed by Nic (Bill Clinton), Roysmond (Queen Elizabeth), Erica (Hercules), Theodore (Mount Everest) and me (New York)

Got back to proper stuff then. Denis asked us to choose songs that describe us. haha. Roy and I couldn’t find anything! haha. Anyway, Jo (Bind us together) then Erica (When A Child Is Born), Theodore (The Prayer), Roy (It’s You), Nic (I will be there), Arthur (Prince of Peace), Roysmond (No boundaries), Marcus (Five Loaves and Two Fishes)

As usual, Roy got teased about the super junior thing and then he told me can sing fahrenheit also. But i told him it doesn’t describe me! He said: MINE ALSO RIGHT! hahaha. Then had break before we had another session. Roy and I complained about the 不要脸question (as he puts it) and Roysmond gave me a damn annoying question. haha.

Later walked out to boardwalk with Andrea and met Roy, Chris, Theodore and Marcus there. Watched the sunset.

It’s damn prettaye. :D We were damn fascinated by it so we used Roy’s phone to take pictures! :D Andrea was annoyed that she left hers back at the chalet. We watched Chris try to do a jump shot (and we’ll never forget it either!)

Cam-ed with Roy’s phone. :D

Made our way back to the chalet then. Slacked around then had KFC for dinner. Session after that was quite good. Then we headed upstairs to write our affirmation things. Haha, Roy thank you for the note, it’s awesome! :D

Played murderer after that for a few rounds the sian cos take so long. Andrea and me went to bathe together after that. wahahaha. Down to the kitchen for water and ended up sitting and chatting with Roy. Andrea went to cook noodles for the boss and I sat with Roy. Then Roysmond was like: ROY! and then Roy went to hide behind the pillar. LMAO.

Roysmond came down and was like: Where’s my gay partner? I just shrugged. lols then I think Roysmond figured it out and he jumped over the sofa to get to the pillar. Roy came out to smirk at me and the Roysmond appeared in front of him! ROFL. It was damn funny. And he still accuse me of sabo-ing him to Roysmond. rawr.

The boys went up to play cards then. Went back to the room and got ready to sleep. Andrea and Nat went high. hahaha.

Today just had breakfast, short session and then we were off. Apparently, we had one blanket missing. wth. who wants to steal a blanket. Anyway, went to boardwalk with Drea, Nat, Veron, Erica, Jo, Roy, Roysmond and Mummy. Pictures when Andrea uploads them! :D (had another picture with Roy and Andrea + jump shot but I think Roy blocked my face. :/)

Anyway, while walking to the car Roysmond complained about how Roy was super annoying last night. hahaha. Then we squeezed in and sent the boys to the bus stop. Sent the girls home. :D

I <3 my choir. :D

AARONYANboyfriend <3

2009-11-23T10:50:00.001+08:00

ChunLun <3 Calron

Having a certain Aaron moment here. awwww i love you baobei! <3

Anyway, went to watch 2012 yesterday, effects were good. Movie quite good la. Then went to United Square for a while then was dead ass tired. So finally trained home in the evening and reached about 7 plus.

Oh right, Saturday night went for Chalet. Generally okay i guess. hahaha. But because of the chalet I missed 桃花小妹 so caught up with that episode yesterday! Calvin is out! wheeee. Just that he’s acting as a gay who like YuYi?! I still think he looks awesome la but WTH. hahaha. spoil la. wth.

But anyway, went on fb and saw ahbu’s FB status so I commented, then he replied later! :D wheeeee. I <3 ahbu plentyyyyy.

Also on a Friend’s craze. Did I say I <3 Chandler and Joey. They’re DAMN CUTE. haha. The degree that Joey is blur is damn funny. hahaha. :D Just that the site is DAMN SLOW to load. ):

Alright, gotta get ready to get to escape to meet the clique. byeeeee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOBEI!

2009-11-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

First off, it’s an awesome day because AN Gathering + AARON’S BIRTHDAY!

FIRSTLY, FOR MY BAOBEI

I love the way you interact with Jiro. :D

I love your facial expressions

I love the way you throw yourself into your music

I love it when you remind me of a little boy.

I love seeing you in a tux

I love it when you look so blur

I love you with animals

I love it when you pout

and i love you best when you smile :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BAOBEI AHBU!

I’m so glad I have you in my life, because you can always bring a smile to my face. Your voice, your smile, your cheekiness, your laughter. It makes me damn happy, no matter if I’m annoyed or depressed! :D and I’ll never forget your expression when you took the ferris wheel from me. The way you twirled it in the bag, or when you asked: 你自己做的吗？and took my hand to thank me. :D

Alright, met Riley at the MRT and went up to meet the rest. Waited for people then walked to cineleisure. Got some big ass room which fit 30 people. Sang a LOT of songs and it was awesome fun! :D Have some photos which are with Jingwen. :D

We were thinking of you Alyssa! :D

Celebrated Brenda’s birthday and then walked with Riley to train station. Oh yeah and got AhBuStitch. :D

Today’s a GOOD day. (except for being annoyed by someone in the morning but why let that spoil my blog entry for ahbu?)

Awesome 17th!

2009-11-13T22:55:00.001+08:00

Yay, big day huh. haha. So many people to thank, so bear with the long post dears! :D

Thanks to all who sent me well wishes through sms!

JayHan Joan Yichin Grace Serene Debbie Avril Kuku Vanessa Riley Sherilyn Shi Han LiJie Alyssa Jerome HuiTze Victoria RachelYzelman LukeIngrouille Lutfiyya Roysmond XuetingMUMMY Estee Dylan Andrea Rachelle Charmaine YenLin Jonny

Thank to all who sent me wonderful facebook/MSN wishes

Adeline (AN) Michael (my awesome pri school catechist) Alyssa StephanieWeidya Luke JoelTan YanYan JonathanWong MichelleBABE<3 AndreaWilliams JinYong Kristen Rubina MsChong Jerlyn StephanieLiew Sharlene Emma Riley LiYi Eva (AN) Jiaying Mary Evian Matthew KaiZhen NadiaTan Gerry MelSeng Colin Berlyn Karen Faith CindyKwan Valissa Evelyn Alankriti Norine Cindy (SBF) Jasmine Aunty Audrey MakEe Debbie HsiaoQi AaronChan & most of all TRICIA LIM (your photo was damnnnnn sweeeeeeet.)

i <3 this! :D it’s damnnnn sweet

Special Thank You to those who wished me in person. especially those I didn’t expect!

Velda (BFF) JingHui (thanks so much, it’s a pleasant surprise!) Uncle Trevor (although you wished me 1 week early!) Joycelyn (thank you for remembering) Jade (you awesome darling girl i love you)

THE BIGGEST THANK YOUs for the early morning BIRTHDAY SURPRISE FROM MY SUPER AWESOME CLIQUE.

I got a freaking heart attack when 8 people screamed Happy Birthday at me from my house. hahahah. The dears brought breakfast, an awesome cake and THE BEST CARD EVERRRRR. :D hahaha. Oh man, it’s damn sweet clique, so if you’re looking at this. I LOVE YOU DEARS. THANK YOU SO MUCH BECAUSE YOU ALL MADE MY 17TH BIRTHDAY SUPER AWESOMELY SPECIAL. I’m super touched! :D

Because if God gave me something, the greatest gift he could give me is having wonderful friends like you. Who stick with me, the hard times, the good times. And for planning this, thank you thank you! :D You’ve made my birthday wonderful. (: I absolutely <3 the card. Clique, you’re the best ever! (:

THANK YOU YICHIN, VELDA AND LUKE

cos the present is so sweet. :D I <3 it. haha. and the messages too, they’re really sweet. And that’s why I’m so thankful I’ve met friends like you. Because no matter what, I know I can count on three of you. :D Bad times, good times, that’s why you’re the best friends! :D So thank you for today especially and the past year I’ve known you, for being such understanding, caring and loving friends. I <3 YOU ALL. :D

Velda, for being so understanding all the time, Luke, for EVERYTHING (i mean everything. there’s so many. comforting me. listening. and the million and one things), Yichin (for being just awesome, listening to rants and being a great joy to have around!)

I LOVE YOU ALL LA.

THANK YOU HECKERS

for organising dinner, although short! The present is exactly what I like so, thank you plenty! (: For the three years I’ve known you, you’ve been great, amazing and loving. Even if we had tiffs, even if we get pissed with each other, you all have been great! (: SHARMAINE TAN why no photo with you. ):

Daddy God has given me so much, but the best gift of all is friendship. For the Clique (the best friendships, who’ve made CJ the best experience everrrrr!) for Heckers who made SJC so awesome! For Yichin and Velda, who’ve made life at CJ even more awesome! :D

ANYWAY, 7 DAYS TO MY BOYFRIEND (炎阿布）’s birthday! :D KBOX WITH MRS PARK AND THE REST OF AN! :D

wheeeeee, i wonder if Jean and gang are going? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAL!

2009-11-10T11:42:00.001+08:00

The most important thing today. It’s 10th november! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN CHEN, MY SUNSHINE BOY! (:

love you when you smile. :D

love you when you fool around like this!

Most of all, love your sunshine smile! (:

So happy there’s you in my life, Calvin Chen. When I’m upset, your smile cheers me up! I love it when you and WuZun squabble, it’s so adorable! haha. And your absolute knack to please us is so sweet, that we fall head over heels for you all over again! Because it’s you who makes me smile, when you talk to us. You bring laughter into any fan greeting session here in Singapore. And even if the fanclub isn’t there to greet you (cos Sabrina is a bitch) WE STILL SUPPORT YOU WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

(I hope you got to keep/see the car. :D)

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The renovations downstairs are killing me. I suddenly miss Fahrenheit.

PW IS OVAH!

2009-11-09T20:25:00.001+08:00

PW IS OVERRRR. yay, scream, shout, jump and grin. :D

Presentation was generally okay, I guess. Stumbled and i didn’t know what the heck I was talking about for Q&A but it was a relief when it was over. Fiona’s group did coral reefs also. Arifa complained she was bored as well. hahaha. But so glad it’s over. :D

Thank you those who wished me good luck today, Lutfiyya, Kenny and Dylan. :D it means a lot that you remembered! (: Although I only saw some after the OP. it made myself feel better. And Dylan, for all the encouragement for my OP and my promo results! :D i always feel so much better after talking to you. :D

Ms Yoong wanted me to go school at 7.30am tmr but wth, my mother drove me down just now to hand up the bleeding form. Then went to Thomson for dinner. (:

Came home and watched 终极三国哇脩和香好可爱！“你的大个很小心眼！”

阿香：“我要约吕布喝茶。”

脩：“什么！”

阿香：“哎哟，你不要吃醋啦，我要你跟我去啊！”

五虎将！<3

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Although I know, I’m probably getting myself into trouble, I can’t help smiling to myself when I talk to you. When you say something comforting, the anxiety, the sadness it melts away and disappears without a trace. I can grin to myself like a fool and ignore everyone else around me. And yet, I know I’m gonna regret it later, no matter how much it makes me light hearted.

No matter what I do, I still can’t stop thinking of you.

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I love him when he’s so immersed in his music. (:

and omo~ his 4D-ness is what makes me 越来越爱!

his smile is great, his voice is more awesome!

So cute, baby and Kyu are loveeee (and pat agrees! wahahaha)

okay, im off. dont wanna think any more. Gonna learn Korean tmr. wheeeee. :D

Dreams of you

2009-11-08T10:53:00.001+08:00

Watched 2 eps of friends yesterday which was damn funny.

Before I slept last night I prayed to Daddy God and asked him if what’s runing through my brain for the past few days (and now, also) is right, is what is meant to happen, let me dream again. Give me another dream that’s related. And apparently, I dreamt again last night, a dream I can remember. A dream that isn’t really vague.

Although I admit it was a short dream, somehow I don’t know what to think now. What is it that Daddy God has planned for me? I know that he has this awesome plan, but can I just get a tiny glimpse, pretty please with a cherry on the top? I dont wanna screw up friendships because of foolhardy hot-headedness or in the heat of the moment thing.

sighhh. I think I’m gonna drive myself insane or smth. :/

(/edit @ 6.15pm)

I really got no mood to do anything and my mind is only filled with ONE thing.

I just cannot wait for OP to be done, in that way I no need feel so anxious. I can sense a panic attack coming on. Panic about tmr’s OP. (what if i screw up?) Panic about everything that is in my mind.

Birthday’s on friday. (: Godsis wants to date me on sunday. wheeee. :D And if someone asks me what I want for my birthday? I don’t know. The things I want are really unrealistic. First on my list is _ but it’ll probably give me a heartbreak. One day, I’m not gonna be able to recover. Just gonna leave my heart in the pieces it already is in. Second on my list? ITOUCH! :D But the first one is the only thing I can think about.

I don’t know. It’s been so long since I thought of you that i don’t know what i want anymore either. I swore off relationships, i swear. But, my heart doesn’t listen to my head apparently. I can’t even concentrate on 脩, 五虎将 & 阿香! sighhh.

如果感情又激起来了呢？

如果我想你，都快要像疯了呢？

没有相思病，可是却是这么的想你，脑海里只有你。当看到你，却目不转睛。那我该怎么办？

不可以去告白。死都不可以。因为我知道，这样的我们，很可能关系变尴尬，变僵。那我才真的会后悔。

如果要问，我17岁呀的是什么，我可以说你吗？

2009-11-07T21:26:00.001+08:00

Went out to watch Imagine That at Great World City today. It’s cute! :D Then went to Timezone and saw Sarah there. recognised her backview, sorta. but wasn’t sure if it was really her. hahaha. Ate lunch then rushed home to get ready for church.

Church was okay. Confirmation mass today. Only know Alex la. hahaha. (: Then Uncle Trevor wished me super early happy birthday. Thank you! (:

But I was damn super distracted today I swear. My brain full of things that should be elsewhere. sigh. and oh yah, CHINA TRIP CANCELLED LIKE WTF?! Kenny was cursing and swearing on MSN yesterday. haha. So Monday gotta go get from Ms Yoong or smth. haha.

talked a little to Roodra, Riley and Dan today. Thank You Dan, you’re the biggest life saver to stop me from going crazy or smth! :D

And this song suddenly seems to carry so much meaning to me.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

sigh, life kinda sucks right now. Gonna die for op on monday.

Oh, and I’m in <3 with 五虎将 + 脩

2009-11-06T13:13:00.001+08:00

Back from PW. Memorised script while Sonic and Chris MIA-ed then left at 10 with Arifa. (:

Went to Toa Payoh for a bit, debated whether to rent the drama then thought: ah heck, it’s clear on youtube! hahaha.

Spoke to Ee Seuu last night on fb then decided to DELETE it from fb anyway. haha. apparently, we have almost the same thing happening to us. amazing huh. So chatted a lil then went to sleep.

I’m battling with myself, really. I don’t know what to do about myself, i don’t know how to deal with all the raging emotions. Why is my life so difficult huh. ):

okay, gonna watch show. will be back to blog some more later. (:

btw, i enjoyed talking last night. :D

When you can’t stop smiling

2009-11-05T22:01:00.001+08:00

Went to City Hall to meet Hui Tze yesterday. awesome (: best part about us is that no matter how long we haven’t spoken or seen each other, it’s not awkward la. hahaha. Well, supposed to collect fanletters and i got THIS.

yes, your eyes do not deceive you. I showed this to misha and lore today which caused us to start talking about how we’re gonna deal with this! haha. So I have to go through all of this. omg. It’s supposed to be fanletters but SO many sent like boxes of presents or something. I really do hope there’s no food in there. haha.

Okay then today Avril crashed my house, drenched from head to toe. haha. so we watched KO One while I was halfway doing the Indonesian fanletters. Then my camera totally died on me so I totally had to stop. Did some translations then went off for tuition. Oh and was talking to Avril about how cute Johnny simmons is.

After tuition, I looked like some stupid fool who was grinning to herself. (: i think I’m just putting myself on the stand to die already. Why do I get myself into deeper and deeper trouble? (although for the short term it IS worth it.) but I might just be getting myself into more deeper heartaches. sighhh. But I enjoyed my trip home from tuition. Although I think I looked spastic to everyone else. (:

Pictures!

i <3 clique. Alyssa, WHY DONT I HAVE A PICTURE WITH YOU YOU CAMERA SHY GIRL

2009-11-04T11:05:00.001+08:00

Just back from dental. (:

Daddy sent me to dental and then I train-ed to Toa Payoh. Had to go to post office to send out the ordered items. Wanted to go TS but it wasn’t open so gave up and wanted to go take 105. Met Velda and Yichin.

They asked if I wanted to go Bugis to shop with them. If not for the fact that I’m meeting Hui Tze later, I would have gone. Oh plus the fact that I was carrying some humongous book and bottle of *whatever dental crap* hahaha. Anyway, I think we’ll go out again after OP. :D yichin is supposed to organise IG outing anyway. so he can 顺便 organise lunch/dinner for us as well.

Now, I can’t wrap my mind around one thing:

Why my mind is just full of thoughts, jumbled together, weaved together, nothing makes sense any longer and I can’t think straight. The dream is still etched in my mind, I can still feel the wild thumping of my heart. :/ I don’t know what to make of it. However, either way, I’m just killing myself, slowly. If all our suspicions are true, I’m just preparing myself for a bed of thorns to lie on. I’m just gonna stomp on my heart by myself instead of waiting for someone else to do it. I thought of christmas today. But do I really wanna build myself up? The higher you climb, the harder you fall, you know.

okay, off to anime! :D

Happy Birthday YoungSaeng oppa! :D

2009-11-03T19:03:00.001+08:00

The most important thing today is: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUNGSAENG OPPPA. OTTER PRINCE SARANGHAE

Otter Prince, I loveeee you. (: Your smile makes all the difference in the world.

I love it when you’re so spontaneous.

I love it when you throw yourself into your music.

I love your eyes. sexy! :D

I love you when you’re distracted

I LOVE your brotherly love! :D

best of all, your amazing smile. :D

I just love everything about you otter prince! :D

Seeing your smile, I involuntarily smile as well. I hear your laugh, and I laugh with you as well. I can identify your voice, just by listening to it. No matter how sad I am, I look at your smile and I feel happy once again!

I’m so glad I know SS501, so glad I know of you. Stay happy dear oppa, cos a smile looks best when on you! (:

Okay, today nothing much. OP was okay i guess. then headed back home with clique. lucky no PW.

Yay, so fun. (: We watched Ghost Train (which btw is damn boring) then watched Hana Kimi. Kenny’s facial expressions is damn funny!

Had lots of laughter today, thanks guys! :D

Pictures when Kenny or someone posts them.

I’m in love with WuZun and Jiro all over again! :D wheeee.

Oh yeah, and there’s dinner with HuiTze tmr, wheeeee. I think we’re still gonna go to HMV. wahaha. go with her i know won’t get lost. hahaha.

And another thing I need to blog about:

Had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt about _. from the past. I haven’t dreamt about _ in so long. they say 日有所思夜有所梦 but no what. I haven’t really thought about him in quite long. I mean, apart from when I talked to him the other day. But OMG. I was quite shocked I dreamt about him and the best part was, it felt so super real! Which gave me the sinking feeling when I woke up and realised it was a dream. I can’t figure this out any longer. Please don’t tell me the flame… (NO, IT WAS PUT OUT BEFORE I EVEN LEFT SJC, RIGHT!) sighhhh. now i’m confused. Why would I have a random dream about him. Who I havent seen for ages, who I only spoke to recently about promos?

that’s all, off to spaz.

2009-11-01T18:50:00.001+08:00

I <3 them! :D

Anyway, i cant believe i actually got dragged to the science centre today. damn sian.

Nothing much this weekend I guess.

Except my all time favourite quote: “It’s not for triple S to protect us, it’s for us to protect triple S" – HJL.

omg, how sweet is he! :D

that’s all I have to blog actually. back to drama! :D

2009-10-30T18:51:00.001+08:00

i love them! (:

Today was kinda lame. Velda was a little hyper or something today. She started writing random stuff on yichin’s paper before passing it to me. Plus, she stole Jay’s water bottle and watch. hahaha

Lunch with Alyssa, Lutfiyya and Vanessa at Delifrance. Met Jonny and Rachael at TP. He seemed very happy today doing lame stuff. hahaha. Some annoying auntie pushed me out of the way so she could walk. like wth. played asshole dai di and then went to Popular. Vanessa had to go home to harvest. - -

Made our way to Cathay for movie. Met Velda at Toa Payoh MRT with Yichin. hahaha. Wanted to watch Imagine That but it wasn’t showing. So we ended up watching Jennifer’s Body but it was damn gruesome. hahaha. Whiled two hours away. Walked past this dance studio. In a way, quite interested. But i got no time to go freaking learn dance. I never continued from when I was young. :/

and,

REBIRTH ALBUM IS HERE. Super hyper, super hot-ness. :D

Clique Lunch!

2009-10-29T20:22:00.001+08:00

Aww, i love these people. these are just A FEW shots

awwww, i love you guys. which is THE MAIN REASON why I don’t wanna retain. (lucky I have vanessa)

and more pics with the rest of the clique to be uploaded when kenny uploads them. plus the photo with the class. This is like HALF MY CLIQUE la. haha.

Today was relatively okay, quite fun actually. Early morning dai di session and then went for assembly. Velda gave me a hug. Thanks love. The class activity was lame la. (since im probably going to be doing it next year as well) Then went for the ceremony. Damn boring at first but then it got funny. hahaha.

Realised JingHui was the one who did the wig thing. Plus, we saw KaiZhen’s name on the screen then Yichin turned back and was like: KaiZhen right! then Luke also turned and was like: haha, kaizhen!

Made off with half the clique for lunch! Luke, Arifa, Joan, Vanessa and Alyssa! and i owe luke money again. - - anyway, lunch was awesome, i had fun! :D We were talking about how bimbotic Joan appeared to us at first cos she started going: HELLO? HELLO? to herself in toa payoh and she wasn’t on the phone. - - then later in Pizza Hut, Arifa was like: is everyone here malay? Then Joan said: No. look behind you. *points to a couple sitting there”. Arifa: I MEANT THE WAITRESSES. - -

Had super a lot of laughs as well when Luke told us stories about his brother. hahaha. Thank You for making lunch awesome! Oh, saw cheryl and grace as well.

Alyssa crashed my house to record the SNSD songs. Avril crashed later on as well. hahha. recorded the songs then watched 恶作剧. awwww, love it! :D Alyssa left first then Avril just left. hahaha. Yay, my day is good. THANK YOU CLIQUE + AVRIL! :D

okay, off to watch shows! (:

btw, yichin DON’T SO EMO PLEASE. cheer up. (: I’m in the same plight as you. And who knows you might just get promoted! (: Wait till my birthday! :D Concentrate on OP and MT now! (:

and all those who didn’t make it for the promo criteria, think positive like me. (:

Promo Results

2009-10-27T16:04:00.001+08:00

Today was a sucky day. And I didn’t stop feeling shitty/crying until I turned on My drama.

Firstly, I’m gonna like retain or go poly. Cos I failed 3 subjects, and passed 2. Which is meaningless cos my fail is a U. - - I felt worse as the day dragged on. Thank you to a special few people today.

THE CLIQUE: Luke, Kenny, Joan, Arifa, Vanessa, Alyssa, Lutty. for being there for me, when I was super upset. For showing care, concern. And for making me burst into laughter.

BESTIES: Yichin and Velda. for trying to make me feel better. for cheering me up. don’t be upset either alright!

THE GANG: Jonny, Avril, Grace. For comforting me and making me feel better. For just being there.

XUETING

REST OF HECKERS: Sharmaine & Shi Han. for bothering to call/sms me. <3

BUDDY: Li Jie. for being encouraging!

I think I’m not going to promote already. Mum wants me to stay in JC. Although I might decide to go to poly. sighs. Life sucks.

But I’m very thankful for the people God has planted around me, to reassure me, to love me. Such awesome friends. I love you guys.

2009-10-26T18:56:00.001+08:00

First gonna share the awesome video that Riley and Alyssa showed me!

LOVE IT. awesome hotness when leader appears + Jung Min winks! their dance moves are great! :D

ONE MORE THING.

Wanna complain: WHY JIRO BLEACH HIS HAIR!

DongLun is awesome. but why he bleach his hair. ):

Gave Velda her chocolates today, glad she likes it. :D Op was okay i guess. Just gotta stop being so nervous. hahaha.

Gp results out. Paper 1 was dismal. Thank God for Paper 2. (btw, if i dont get promoted, i think im gonna go poly.)

okay, gonna go watch Jiang ZhiShu. :D

2009-10-23T23:26:00.001+08:00

HyunKyu! <3

Anyway, mock exam was kinda lame la. Then yichin passed us our cookies which were SMALLER THAN EXPECTED. HAHAHA. luke say pay him half cos it’s half the size he said it was! :D as you can see from my tagboard, can no longer tell if it is yichin tagging or luke tagging. HAHAHA.

Got back promo results for chinese. yay, A! Eugene super desperate for marks just to get back his throne! hahaha. went for china briefing and then PW. generally okay, just went through script basically. more scared for the questions, honestly.

came home, watched some videos. leader made me spaz. then went to chinatown. our holiday this year quite screwed up la. wth. Oh, practicing for Gee for the prac session wit genesis. it’s CRAZY INSANE. omg. hahaha.

Riley made me spaz by showing me THIS awesome video. watch it! it’s sexy and hot.

Okay, gonna watch Death Note now.

MR CHIANG, PLAN THE IG OUTING AH, YOU PROMISED! wahaha. wheeee. im a happy kid (for now)

2009-10-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

Awesome siggys from awesome people.

credit: akee @ WS

credit: silenette @ WS

Stayed up till 1 to do the stupid speech and slides. Like some dead person this morning. Physics lect I almost died. Maths was like omg, luke was annoying me to death. He took my SS501 mirror and switched the photo. – to something he DREW.

Break with the gals then went up to play dai di with the clique. (: Physics was damn depressing, until i fucking cried. why i don’t know. cos I should have expected it. But think about it, i spent the most fucking time on physics and get a u, although it’s improvement la. haha, from low u to high u. how nice. - - life sucks, badly.

Had PW. Hung out with avril before they finished ELL. Finished up with the script and then read through once to have a rough idea then home with Avril. She stayed for dinner today. Watched KO One again. wahaha. Jiro, Calvin and Aaron are awesome, did I say that Aaron is DAMN ATTRACTIVE. his eyes are like super 迷人! haha.

Okay, I think I’m really gonna sleep once Chris sends me the script. So that I can print it out by tmr.

Oh, yichin con me and then velda message me at the same time to con me. 好有默契！ Okay, life sucks. really.

Life sucks badly

2009-10-21T22:43:00.001+08:00

I watched X-Family and started spazzing about him again! (: awesome la.

Anyway, past few days life has been kinda sucky. Good times never last, i swear. The download rate of SS501’s new album is utterly ridiculous. Fans claim they support their idols, but this is NOT SUPPORTING! Supporting is when you BUY the album not FREAKING DOWNLOAD IT. Cos then their sales would like be stagnating right! urgh urgh.

School was sian today but okay at least had 2 breaks. watched 终极三国 and 脩 is damn cute! hahaha. he’s super awesome in X Family as well! :D then watched SS501 performances where they were damn awesome, as usual! :D Went canteen to wait for Avril then headed to J8. Grace left for home first. (dear, i’m here for you!)

Macs with Avril. Glad you felt better/more hyper later on. sighs. HAHA. your reaction was DAMN funny when I told you about Ion. wahaha. Went shopping then back to my house. :D (oh, she met Bjorn. wahaha)

Watched KO One and then the 7pm show. I swear Avril is damn sadistic. Someone was being held hostage then she burst out laughing. And her reactions always damn slow. Watch KO One, the funny part over then she starts laughing like crazy. The first part where Jiro and Calvin fighting and some woman goes in and then Calvin says: “出去！我不打女人！” Then she started laughing insanely after the part. HAHAH. She left at 8.

Watched X Family where 夏美 was going damn crazy. hahaha. 夏宇 and 夏天 DAMN CUTE. hahaha. i want two brothers like that also la! wth. hahah.

Okay, I really need to prepare slides/speech for OP la. fuck my life.

*prays that she can pass promos*

BUDDY! I’m here to listen anytime. <3

2009-10-19T18:11:00.001+08:00

my baobei, i wanna see you in singapore again!

Watched X-Family, oh please Danson Tang is DAMN CUTE. Watched WGM and TYFWUU while waiting for Alyssa to come. Conference with Genesis was okay I guess, but i was nervous. just like SUPER. I wonder if I can improve in time okay. hahaha.

So much bad news today, plus school tmr. sucks. First, Riley told me that our boys might not be coming, making me DEVASTATED. then another friend told me that they’ll be coming in feb (news from sgtripes forum). If this news is true, it’s both a good and bad thing. We’ve waited SO LONG to see the boys, I thought we could celebrate christmas together. ): On the other hand, WorldStar might have more time to prepare their stuffs.

This is where the second bad news comes in. Pat PM-ed me to say the Korean translator is not gonna translate any longer. We’re in a fix, because at such short notice, where we gonna find translators who are WILLING to help?! oh great.

Plus, Leader got scammed of a whole lot of money, i heart pain. ):

Okay, gotta go find a solution already la. rawr.

i hope school isn’t too sian tmr. (:

2009-10-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

Prince saengie! :D he’s so awesome please.

Started my one-shot collections for SS501 already! Did a portion for myself. Gonna start on the rest already. (: I hope this gets good response! :D Anyway, watched X Family this morning. Please, Danson Tang is awesome. I love him in X Family. He looks good. And he acts super well in the role. :D 夏宇 as a brother, I also want!

Went to church, Square 2 for lunch. Beef stew. :D Got new shirts from Levis (obviously the cheaper range) and then came home. Sent Marcus to Kevin’s house cos it was Jared’s birthday party then went to North Point. Looked at some of the dramas but wasn’t really tempted other than 败犬女王. But i’ll see how la. (cos it’s Ethan Ruan!) hahaha.

Had an interesting experience with the carpark. Had to use the fire exit, then could only go up, cos the door is like one sided. - - so we practically had to act as cars, walking in from the main drive in. hahaha. Sunday afternoons make me feel sleepy. - -

Came home and decided to watch my concert dvd. TOTALLY SPAZZED. because Heo YoungSaeng’s voice is totally awesomeeee when he sang Is It Love? and Park Jung Min’s “Sandy”. wheee. :D then decided to spaz since I was already on it. Uploaded some photos onto WorldStar and translated some news. they’re damn cute please.

Went to pick Marcus from Kevin’s house. My iPod died on me. rawr. hahaha. gave me a panic attack i swear. Turns out it was the battery. lols.

Oh right, watched We Got Married. HyunJoong is damn adorable. SSangchu couple damn cute when they played the sumo wrestling thing. haha. Leader’s expression is totally priceless. deciding to rewatch TYFWUU. Can appreciate now cos I know the members. Baby damn cute when he pretended to cry cos JungMin grabbed his hair. hahaha.

okay, off to video. :D

2009-10-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

JungMinnie. :D

Went out for dinner yesterday, chinatown. Family was planning to go to Taiwan (oh yay) but apparently, not anymore (which btw, is DAMN SAD.) ): Then came home, spazzed Mike He until 2am. hahaha.

Oh, share some awesome parts from WGM. Leader was damn cute when he’s scared of the dragonfly, for one. Then HwangBo said: in my next life, I wanna get married to you. then leader was like: that’s a pity. then she asked why. and he was like (btw, classic 4D moment) : I wanna be a lion in my next life, so you have to be a lioness! HAHAHA. it was damn funny! he’s so awesomely cute. :D

Watched X-family in the morning today then had tuition with Jay. Church was okay, i guess… nothing much. (: After church, went to Square 2. Yay, Daddy bought me ToGetHer DVD. daddy is awesome. :D hahaha.

spazzing over leader now. Jandi should totally end up with JiHoo please. It’s like he’s super awesome, my ideal boyfriend la. hahaha. My boys are in Taiwan now. I wanna be there! I hope I’ll be around when they come here. please please please.

and before i forget:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONNY! you awesome friend, who always puts up with my rants and always makes me laugh with your lame-ness.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANG! i miss you, meet up soon! :D

2009-10-15T20:28:00.001+08:00

Baby Jun! :D yay, i have time to spaz now. :D

Really didn’t do anything today can. hahaha.

Got so much time, which is damn awesome. Yet, cannot decide what I wanna do. lols. Like watch Vampire Knight? Watch Bleach? Watch We Got Married? WAHAHA. then had the sudden urge to watch TYFWUU. but i wanna watch WGM finish first. Spazzed about leader cos he’s awesome. :D

It’s damn funny when Hwang Bo and the other girl pretend to fight. Leader is a bit dont know what to do then when they find out leader was like: it’s not a matter of who got tears, it’s the difference between a singer and an actress. HAHA. then when they were trying on wedding stuff, he sat outside waiting for her then was like: BUIN! BUIN! and she was like: WHAT! and he was like: nothing, just felt like calling you. HAHAHA. then randomly: COME OUT BUIN! omo, damn cuteeee. :D

watched vampire knight also. KURAN KANAME BLOWS YOUR MIND. I love the way he calls Yuuki. hahaha. Zero would be awesome if he wasn’t so sulky all the time. rah. hahaha. and please, do I need to talk about Hitsugaya! hahaha.

Anyway, the most awesome news is: NEW SEASON OF INUYASHA. awesomeeeeee. My favourite dog demon is BACKKKKK. life is good! (for now at least) or until chris messaged to say Ms yoong said full timetable next week. spoil mood. but NO SCHOOL TMR. wahaha. another day to spazzzz. And arranged to talk to genesis on Monday (well, sunday her time) she’s amazing, she don’t need to sleep. hahaha.

I’m excited for my favourite dog demon. Plus, Jiro’s new drama next weekend, with Calvin (my smiling, sunshine prince! who btw, rocks at b-box) wahaha. and dinner with hui tze next week. woots~ life is looking up once promos ended. wahaha. :D

okay, gotta eat dinner then prac my songs for the boys. oh and i finally did saengie’s birthday video. his birthday is coming! AND I CANT WAIT FOR REBRTH! :D

see, almost forgot (although she’ll kill me)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY!

there’s a million thank yous for all you have done for me for the past 5 years (and still counting). I can always count on you to make me laugh, to do the most unexpected things, to call me, to be a listening ear, to be my study partner, to bully avril with me… so, i hope an awesomeeeee buddy like you has enjoyed your day! i love you! :D

byeeeee.

2009-10-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

So Velda was kinda like being really hyper yesterday. haha. she wrote on my wall and look what she drew for me.

and then she told me there was alien domination or something. HAHAHA. I bet she was too stressed studying for geog.

Anyway, History was generally okay although I had a sever massive panic attack before the paper. Lucky the two outlines I concentrated on came out! wheeee. I just couldn’t remember how to elaborate some points. Anyway, highlights of today.

Met Velda and 153-ed with her to TP. Burger King Breakfast with Clique! :D It was hilarious please. Kenny was damn happy, can super tell.

Me(to Jay): DAMN THE WIRE POKING.

Jay: What wire?

Me: Oh, my braces ah, the wire sticking out and poking my gums.

Jay: Do you want pliers?

(LIKE ROFL)

The Joan and Kenny were competing eating. Kenny was like slow reaction today. We finish laughing at the joke then she laugh. haha. roamed at Kiddy Palace then called Velda and went back to school for Chinese. Sat with her during the paper. (: wahaha. Chinese was lame, I just wanted to get outta there.

Hougang with Alyssa but the clock was sold out. So I bought a calendar and keychains. hahaha.

Did I mention? IM DAMN HAPPY COS I JUST ORDERED MY SS501 REBIRTH ALBUM WHEEEEE. :D

Anyway, promos over then feel kinda weird. Today no mood to watch Vampire Knight. Tomorrow confirm got mood to watch something at least. wahaha. Updated blogshop, so do support people! (: Gonna go and get advertising services. wheeee

2009-10-12T16:09:00.001+08:00

P.S I’M SUPER DAMN HYPER FOR THEIR NEW ALBUM. IM A HAPPY KID. :D

Anyway, maths paper was not as hard as i expected. At least I could do some sums, not like mid years. hahaha. i hope it’s okay. :/ I wanna pass maths! I wanna get promoted!

Annoyed Marcus yesterday by spamming his facebook. Roy Goh was being immensely annoying as well cos he called me sadistic. look for trouble right!

105-ed home. Missed Mike He so watched a really teeny bit of DBY again. hahaha. then tried to mug history, Didn’t work so I came online. I needa study my 10 outlines!

Okay, incentive to study: spaz the boys after promos. wheee.

Okay, i’m gonna go study cos the incentive is damnnn nice. haha.

Recording for CD, Recording for Prince Saengie! hahaha

Study Session @ Kovan + RP

2009-10-11T19:29:00.001+08:00

kyuuu. pat posted pictures at WS of Kyu’s adorableeee smile. omg, my heart stopped i swear. hahaha.

anyway, met grace at kovan for study session today. avril woke up late. then she got lost. In the end, both Grace and I abandoned Avril and went to eat carrot cake. After that avril bought her breakfast at macs. lols. studied a little then migrated to RP cos Avril needed to go get her eye drops.

Ate my lunch and then mugged. Avril came, we mugged somemore. They convinced me into getting ice cream. So fine. Then Avril did something DAMN EMBARASSING. She ordered “big fries” the person at the counter was like: “large fries?” HAHAHAHA. it was damn funny that grace and i cracked up. lols. she’ll be laughed at for life. it’s DAMN FUNNY.

then i told her i’d payt for fries cos i ate super a lot but she’s super stubborn la. wth.

okay, mugged somemore. Then Tay Hui Tze messaged me just to annoy me by telling me she got like 8-9 weeks of hols. school starting next week for her. wth. im having promos now then she come tell me this. hahaha.

okay, i really need to go memorise my formulas. (:

Alyssa, our shopping date on Wed after chinese!

Avril, our shopping date on Thursday! :D

omg, im gonna go broke. CONCENTRATE NOW!

and oops, almost forgot!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIANG YICHIN! :D

for being an awesome fantastic friend ever since I entered CJ! wheee, let’s go out again after promos! :D

Happy Birthday WuZun! :D

2009-10-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

first thing i wanna say today is;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WUZUN! :D

yayy, it’s your birthday! (: so many things i wanna tell you but i’ll wait for you to come for your autograph session! :D

Okay, choir was generally okay. tiff seemed happy today. hahaha. nothing much actually. other than my brother and mother’s conversation.

Mum: *looks at ice lemon tea bottle* is it peach or tea?

Brother: ICE

LIKE ROFLMAO. hahaha. cant believe how retarded that conversation was! hahaha.

Oh yeah. went to meet PeiJun to collect my tee yesterday. wheee. :D why danson no events one. i have yet to see him! ): okay, i really gotta go study maths.

byeeeee.

2009-10-08T13:19:00.000+08:00

Just wanna say I screwed up physics.

bye world.

2009-10-06T16:53:00.001+08:00

I’m thinking about Leader today. (:

Past few days been crazy. Mugging like some insane person for econs and physics. really not reayd for both papers. If it was just physics, i might survive. or just econs. but both on consecutive days ah. i’m gonna dieeeee.

Thank Yu Father God! (: When I saw the topic for the GP Paper 1 i was amazed that this topic came out cos i confirm can find something to write! haha. So stayed back with Alyssa for Physics consultation. Have again tomorrow so I better start doing questions already! Cos I was kind of trying to cram econs stuff into my head this morning.

In a way, I cannot wait for promos to be over cos it means FREEDOM! It means I get to spam SS501 videos and finish watching We Got Married.(which by the way I watched during breakfast and lunch. and laughed.

Oh please Kyu Jong is damn adorable when he gave HwangBo a sleepy high five and baby was superrrr cute when he was like half talking in his sleep and was like, “We don’t have firecrackers so we’ll just use our voices!” and then he made the sound. hahaha. Jung Min even went to scare HwangBo when she came back with leader. hahaha. of course, LEADER IS JUST AWESOMEEEEE.

I think it’s damn cute when he shouts “YAH!” at the rest of them when they’re in their rooms and he’s outside with HwangBo. Then he makes them come out to say that they ate well. hahaha.

okay, i gotta stop spazzing.

After promos. Promise to myself. (:

Glad my leader is feeling better though. :D

~bye, off to mug.

Happy Birthday Jeannie Pang LOVE

2009-10-02T16:50:00.001+08:00

ahhhh, yalun dearrrrr. <3

okay, anyway, first up on the list is that today is a super special day for a super special friend. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN DEAR! – for being a wonderful friend, for being a darling, for always being there wherever, whenever. For being the one who congratulated me after I got my O results and for every little thing you’ve done. :D

I’ll never forget the sense of belonging these people give me. And it’s because of all the queueing with them, attending AN events with them that make it all the more funnnn. (: For being one of the FIRST AN-ers that I got to know and being so super friendly with me. These people bring a smile to me! (:

Now I miss these darling people! I hope the a/s comes fast fast then I’ll get to see them soon! (:

Okay, i really ought to go study. Although I just saw this amazingly awesome message from leader. i loveeeee him. :D

a/s faster come, I wanna see fahrenheit and I wanna see these awesomeeee friends of mine! (:

2009-10-01T15:35:00.001+08:00

I miss you dong! :D

Haven’t blogged for past few days. Since there’s no school tmr, I decided to come online! wahaha!

Well today ahh, got to school and saw Vanessa self entertaining by playing solitaire. hahaha. She was damn bored in the morning. I played PSP and then they came to start gambling again. lols. Down for assembly and then up for Econs. It was SHITBAG BORING and I wanted to just finish it. Luke actually managed to put on contacts for Joan! hahaha.

Break, played PSP while helping Alyssa with the music quiz on my iPod. Then had Physics Lect. lols. I was damn bored. Ended up just talking to Alyssa and then she was like: er, you find we talk a lot? Like in school, online and worldstar! hahaha. Went to eat with them and then up to class. Played PSP again and then MT was lame shit.

We just stoned and signed up for the China trip! I hope we all can go! It’ll be fun fun and fun with the clique! :D yayyyy. Econs Lect i was SUPER PISSED I SWEAR. Like half the lecture spent on talking about the H3 econs and then say no time?! what the hell. Then went to find Lucy Lee. Woah, she go home faster than us can!

Walked to bus stop with Lut and Alyssa. Lut was doing weird things, saying weird things again. Then they left and then Grace and Jonny came to join me. haha. Told Grace that _ actually came to find me to ask about Jon. and she said _ missed me. wth, i said i think miss jon more then she was like no lor, it’s opening topic to talk to you. FINE grace, protect him right. His personal armour. LOLS.

Then while I talked to Grace, Jon took Eclipse to read. Then we said, eh let’s sit down. Followed Jon and thought he was gonna move in but he just sat there. - - so me and grace moved in. Their bus came and jonathan tan tried to kidnap my book! hahaha. (grace said he was sneaky btw) *innocent face* i didn’t come up with that by myself jonny! :D

Met Marcus on the bus and 105-ed home. Okay, I really need to get down to studying or I’m gonna fail promos! ):

Oh I watched a fahrenheit video the other day. OMG aaron is the CUTEST thing please. he’s damn cute when he acted with Jiro! hahaha. alright, enough. off to study. I gotta stop spazzing.

2009-09-28T15:20:00.001+08:00

sunshine boy! (although gotta admit he looks weird in this picture)

Anyway, I’m STILL on a high because Fahrenheit is coming, Fahrenheit is coming and did I say that FAHRENHEIT IS COMING?! :D wheeee.

Yoshi for dinner then went comics. Kao Beh-ed some woman cos she was being an immense pain the arse. Hmm… let’s see what happened… Eh, Marcus bumped into her and she give me that kns face. (which i still feel like punching). So I was just: “He said SORRY RIGHT?!” and resisted the urge to show her rude signs. lols. I saw some Primary 6 girl buying TOPLESS PHOTOS OF LEADER. like super horny la. lols. I DONT EVEN BUY HIS TOPLESS PHOTO.

i swear that girl is horny or something. She’s like 12! omg. I met Jaslyn! ohhhh, i’ve missed her nonsense. We should meet up soon! :D she gave me a freaking shock la. Wondering who’s the weird person standing super close to me. LOLS.

Okay, today was just effing tired in school and wanted to sleep. Lols. Self entertained messaging Berlyn and Jasmine. woohoo, i’m thinking of what to get for aaron when I should be concentrating on promos. wth.

Okay, I should STUDY. I’m gonna be concentrating on econs and physics. Maybe I should do physics since there is tutorial tmr. I’ve got treats waiting for me after promos! My lovelies: FAHRENHEIT AND SS501! wheeee. awesomeeeee. :D

2009-09-27T18:14:00.001+08:00

im super hyper thanks to LiYi.

let’s proclaim it to the world:

THEY’RE COMING TO SINGAPORE AGAIN! :D i get to see ahbu! I get to see dong! I get to see Calvin! I get to see WuZun! HYPERRRRRR.

Today nothing much. Studied Econs and did math. I should do physics after dinner.

Anyone wanna see the forum post, it’s here! HIM said that these four lovelies will be coming to Singapore! :D

http://www.him.com.tw/forum/forum_topic.php?g=3&t=427724#

I hope it’s after promos and that there is no prac mannnn. *crosses fingers and prays* (but daddy god, just make sure godpa gets well first. the first thing on my want list!)

And I’m super happy that I found Dawn on FB again. 6A might be organising a reunion of sorts at the end of the year since Mel and Dawn will be flying back. :D woots~

In conclusion, TERESA’S A HAPPY KID! :D

2009-09-26T22:01:00.001+08:00

As usual, these two are DAMN CUTE. hahaha.

Studied till 1am last night. Productive! :D Although I spazzed Mike He and Kingone in between. :D Studied more today then went to church.

Choir was the same. Nothing much, really.

Just wanted to say…

Everything that’s happened recently has made me think a lot as well. And of course, first person to my mind: Casey. After i lost her when I was 13, it’s been there, vacant. Not so bad now when choir takes up my weekends but it used to be kinda bad when weekends were empty. I miss her, kinda badly.

Well, Godpa’s doing okay i think, still a little worried cos his fever is still there, so please continue praying for his speedy recovery! Thanks Riley and Alyssa for the tag! :D thanks for all the prayers! :D

I randomly miss them:

SBF <3

2009-09-26T15:37:00.001+08:00

JUST WANNA SAY:

FATHERGOD, YOU’RE AWESOMEEEEEE.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! :D

Will blog more later after choir. (:

Godpa’s awake. Praise the Lord. Thanks for everyone’s prayers. :D

2009-09-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

awwww, i miss dadong! ): and all his funny antics! :D

Anyway, i can’t believe I almost forgot to hand in my MC so I rushed like some person, and lucky made it in time to pass it to Mr New. Thanks to Ms Chong, we had a not so brain boggling lesson. Regretted not bringing my DC notes. :/ History was okay, not as stressful, she didn’t even check. :D Wanted to play PSP during break but got dragged into playing with Luke, Vanessa and Joan. hahaha.

Maths was damn sian and Luke went on this self-entertaining streak to annoy me. Again, involve my wallet. And poking me. urghhh. Econs I was damn irritated cos it was PASSING DAMN SLOWLY.

Went to meet Avril, headed to Grace’s class then waited for Jonny who was celebrating his friend’s birthday. Avril did random retarded stuff like saying she’s not gonna talk to Jon then talking to him a few seconds later. LOLS. Saw Bishan Gay and Jonny walked off DAMN FAST. hahaha. Okay, he and Avril napped. I was productive! :D

To you (I’m sure you’ll know it’s you) : I’m very glad at the way things turned out. I’ve missed lunches/dinners. I’ve missed study sessions. I’ve missed laughter. I’ve missed your crazy antics. I’ve missed your laughter. And I had a lot of fun today. (:

Tuition was okay. Sat with Grace (well, another grace in CJ) hahaha. Then headed to Grandma house.

Godpa’s out from op. 6 hours op. Condition not stable. Please anyone who reads this, continue to pray for him! We’re still worried! :/ Father God, bless Godpa, cos he’s one of the best daddies in the world! Father God, please make a miracle.

headache pounding a rhythmic beat…

2009-09-24T19:19:00.001+08:00

Saeng oppa, i miss you! abstaining from videos as best I can!

Stayed home cos had fever and pounding headache yesterday after trying to do history. hahaha. So i messaged most of the clique. Thanks for all the concern. (: Plus, thank you spazzing partner for paying for physics TYS for me first! :D

Doc gave me drowsy medicine, don’t feel like going to school tomorrow. I still feel lousyyyy. :/ (but maybe it’s cos i just woke up) I took 4 freaking hours to do history.. Absolutely HATE post CW World. Why does it have to be the compulsory question?!

Godpa in hospital. Super worried now. Whoever’s reading this, help me pray please because I’m really worried.

Father God, please bless Godpa. Father God, please make everything better.

2009-09-23T18:16:00.001+08:00

JUNGMIN OPPA~

Okay, school DAMN SLACK TODAY. Econs was dead boring. hahaha. had break and just slacked around. GP my eyelids were shutting of their own accord. lols. then Kenny tried to call Alyssa and Ms DeSouza just looked at her. LOLS. Break again. Watched DAMN FUNNY videos la. hahaha. thanks vanessa! :D then had PW before dental.

Oh yeah, CHIANG YICHIN KEEP DAO-ING ME TODAY LA. I saw him in the morning on the way down for assembly. I looked at him for a while, to see if he was looking at me and then waved. He just stare at me. Then I was like: FINE LA. haha. Joan was like: HI YICHIN! and i started LOL-ing. Okay, never mind. Later when having lunch with Alyssa saw him at PS. I called him and then he looked at me gave me a weird expression and wanted to just walk past KFC. hmph. fine, yichin. :P

Went for dental. Alyssa fell asleep outside. Thanks for accompanying me spazzing partner! Went for lunch. Saw this DAMN DISGUSTING SIGHT. When some woman (OLD) walked past just wearing a bikni top and a super short skirt. eewwww. Etude House was FUNNY! Cos they meant to write, “Spend $10 and get a Lee Min Ho Poster free!” but someone scratched off the word “poster” so it became: “Spend $10 and get a Lee Min Ho free! LOLS

Went to comics. Alyssa is super spazzing please cos she found this DAMN CUTE PICTURE OF KIM KYU JONG. Even I spazzed. And Riley, there’s PLENTY OF PARK JUNG MIN I SWEAR! haha! wandered around then train-ed home. Saw FRIEND but sorry i couldn’t stay to say hi. omg, this woman pissed me off. I was like: “fuck la.” in the MRT. She heard me. (which is totally the point :D)

I’m re-reading Twilight, cos I miss Edward Cullen! hahaha. Now’s not the time but what the hell. “I’m breaking all the rules already.” wahaha.

And Korean Guys are HOT. :P

AND JONATHAN TAN, WHAT LA. BLEACH IS NICE LOR. (WHATEVER YOU MIGHT THINK. TOO LONG NEVER DISTURB ME RIGHT.) hahaha.

2009-09-22T21:57:00.001+08:00

KYU JONGGGG! :D (i steal him from you, alyssa! wahaha)

I was DAMN DEAD TIRED today. My mum woke me up to ask me to look at Mumu at 6am in the morning. - - i almost died when i heard her. omg. hahaha. Maths Consultation was relatively short today, thank the heavens. Went to see the clique in class then and Luke was like: you look damn sleep deprived. lols.

SD was lame la. we were just talking and slacking. then had a break. went down with Vanessa, Luke and Kenny for lunch! :D had super fun reading the fuzzies. hahaha. Maths Lect i was DAMN BORED. just kept doodling stuff related to SS501 – KKJ, HJL etc. HAHAHA. History Lect just copy lo. Tried to record Ms Soh’s revision lecture but apparently could pick up Kenny talking to Arifa etc. So I hope if I need to listen to it again, I can make out Ms Soh’s voice. wahaha. (:

MT was LAMEEEE. We just did the work at the speed of light then slacked around. She totally wanted to scold us but she couldn’t find something to scold us about. wahahaha.

Stayed back with Kenny to study. Physics Dynamics FRIED MY BRAIN. omg. The guys stayed to do PW. (:

Some hilarious things happened today. Like the “Julian’s Hong”. I have no idea who did that. lols.

Watched a little of “We Got Married” when we got home. Leader is super 4D that he’s DAMN FUNNY AND CUTE! hahaha. I love the beach scene where he tried to poke the umbrella in. omg. that one got to me! hahaha. I started laughing like no one’s business. hahaha.

Kenny, you’re my favourite study buddy! :D lovesssss.

2009-09-21T19:22:00.001+08:00

baby! (:

Overslept and only woke up at 12. omg. wasted my whole morning! Studied a lil econs and then went to meet Liyi before tuition. Sorry we didn’t have more time, babe!

Sat with Joel in tuition. Superposition SUCKS LIKE CRAZY. but at least i understand a little. Came home. SS501 really 赞 when singing acapella. hahaha. When they sung In A Rush, damn powerrrr. <3 it.

okay, there’s school tomorrow. Promos in 2 weeks and im effing watching bleach. sighs.

Gonna order my tickets with WorldStar probably. it’ll be nice to meet Misha, Genesis and Patience especially! (: yayyyy. im hyper thinking about it.

Alright, off to study Dynamics.

2009-09-20T23:04:00.001+08:00

i like this haircut from BOF! :D im spazzing him today cos I watched BOF last night and because I have this awesomeeeeee picture of him on my wall right now which i grin at whenever i walk past (being as insane as I am)

Okay, studied then watched a little of Rolling Love. Awwww, i’ve missed jiro’s funny antics! :D lunch at Funan but we didn’t get anything. Went to see Dad’s new office. Hung around and then came back home. Did physics. Kinematics kills. I’m starting on Dynamics. Will i actually have TIME?! Then Bishan for dinner. woots~ spending spree.

Did necessary shopping then had 50 bucks to use. POHKIM! Yes, I have a wonderful Boys Over Flowers DVD Full Set which i can rewatch and SPAZ OVER YOON JI HOO! :D yayness~ And then unexpected 20% discount so i went to comics and bought the AWESOME poster which i mentioned earlier plus SS501 POKER CARDS! It’s new stock and I just spazzed when I saw it. :D Just opened it and Park Jung Min is AWESOMEEEEEE. And awwwww, Kyu Jong! (:

Seriously, I’m spazzing over Kyu. hahaha. Okay, i really really need to study.

New pictures from Andrea & Velda.

read trish’s blog. Glad to see she’s feeling better. I can’t see my comment on her LJ. So I hope she received it. (:

okay, off to study or harvest moon. :P

Thank You, Friends

2009-09-19T23:21:00.001+08:00

Why they never come here to sign! But I’m still spazzing over these mighty four books! :D

Okay, Jay came over for tuition today. I almost fell asleep during tuition I swear. haha. Choir was generally okay Jared was doing weird things today. Jared: Marcus, you’re the SMALLEST bass in the history of our choir. (HAHA) then he made weird sounds as well and made us crack up when he tried to answer Denis’ question. LOLS. (: Mass and then Jared was like: eh, eat more can have more body (referring to what Denis said).

Walked home and ended up on Harvest Moon. although i have no idea why. My brain goes cranky. And like what, my memory got deleted. I was DAMN PISSED. Then I cheered up because Boys Over Flowers came on. OMG. Kim Hyun Joong’s smile KILLS ME. He’s so adorableeeee. :D I’m glad you’re better leader!

And pictures from Velda: (well only three. she promised more next time)

hahaha, the embarrassing second photo was ALL THANKS TO VELDA. we did this when the boys went to buy food for us. :D hahaha. I think they came back to ask which combo we wanted then Velda snapped them. wahaha. aww, i love going out with them. :D

It’s amazing how we didn’t know of each other’s existence, to knowing oh yeah that’s so and so, to being friends to becoming best friends. I’m amazed and yet somehow some people are always there for you. A shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, and jokes all around. Those who bring me laughter, who can bring a smile to my face even through my tears, to those I can speak to about ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING without fear of judgement. thank you! (:

Amazing ain’t it?

Okay, i didn’t study today. So I have to STOP THINKING ABOUT LEADER AND KYU AND CONCENTRATE!

I miss Shi Han. I miss Sharmaine. I miss Jaslyn. I miss Li Jie. I miss Akina. I miss Adeline. I miss Jiaying. I miss Cindy. I miss Emma. I miss Sharon. I miss Bird. I miss Vanessa. I miss my SJC friends. ):

2009-09-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

i miss them. where’s calvin? ):

Anyway, got my pictorial and SPAZ LA. hahaha. Vanessa kidnapped dadong and started taking pictures of him. hahaha. spazzed like insane cos dadong is SO HOT. and I’ve missed my darling AhBu! :D Chun and Calvin look AWESOMEEEEEE. woots~ cant believe we didn’t catch them when they were here!

Spazzed and slacked around during two hour break. I met Grace and she was staring VERY intently at her Japanese food. LOLS. We played asshole tai ti. woots~ Okay then was damn bored. Studied Definite Integrals while waiting for Kenny and then we chatted after her GP consultation. Went for physics. Okay, quite productive. two times revision: tuition and remedial! Got Ms Chong to help with kinematics then went for steamboat dinner! (:

Okay, huichen, i got NOTHING against suju. i don’t know HOW you took my message. Basically, I just DON’T LIKE bashers cos there’s no BASIC respect for the person/group you are bashing. I didn’t want to fight, just dropped by a message. Although I’m not sure if you took it the way I meant it to be put across… So anyway, cos you came to tag my board… just I don’t like bashers, so even if I had chanced upon your blog I would have tagged. Since I obviously don’t know you, and obviously have nothing against you.

as you can see, I DON’T LIKE BASHERS. sooo,

Calvin Chen is my SUNSHINE BOY, appreciated if everyone stops telling me what they think of him (negatively) cos I don’t wanna know. I just know I’ve fallen in love with his wonderful personality when I spoke to him. (: And DANSON TANG IS DA BOMB. I just feel like saying this.

And if YOU dont like idol groups, buzz off. don’t give me the f face when we’re drooling and enjoying ourselves. :P

SS501 & Fahrenheit <3 forevaaaaaa.

VELDA PHOTOS! :D

2009-09-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

omg, youngsaengieeeeee. :D

Today I was DAMN TIRED. I dont even know why la. what is this. Econs was brain draining. Break we just slacked. Read my Rolling Love! And please Jiro Wang and Danson Tang ARE THE BOMB. they’re super 帅。所以不要批评禹哲！Physics lect just stone. Timothy was annoying me from afar. hahaha.

Break bought food with the girls and headed back up to class to slack. Lut hijacked my ipod and i read rolling love then played games on my phone. MT was lame. Kenny and Luke entertained themselves with Sudoku. Econs Lect was kinda entertaining in a way and the 8 marks question can be like 25 marks alr.

Econs test was just lame. And then went to Coolzone to pick up the books. Only seen 大东’s one so far but WHOA HE’S HOT. awww, i’ve missed himmm. :D okay, i’ll bring to school tmr. Joan wants to see lols. Bet Jiro’s book gonna get hijacked by Vanessa. lols.

Okay, tuition was productive. Then came home to have Riley tell me something.

Let me say something here (no offence to SuJu fans who are FRIENDS) – this is for someone who bashed my darling boys even though I don’t know her personally.

Come on, don’t bash SS501 just cos you KNOW they’re better and that they BEAT suju in the dream concert poll thing. (which, by the way, we had the best seats for!) It’s kinda embarassing for SuJu to have fans such as yourselves and it is people like you who really put me off and make me feel wth towards SuJu already. Like, don’t kill it la. (yilin, obviously this does not include you. wahahaha) So don’t be sore. You support SuJu. We support SS501. Why bash SS501. I know you need to make yourself feel good. but the boys are innocent! And i swear if you say one more word i’ll send someone to rip off your mouth. Oh, and i hope you don’t ever get a Singapore magazine since it’s loser-ish was it? Or words to that effect. Losers are the ones who feel a need to put others down to make themselves feel good. Oh well… I have nothing else to say except…

Kim Hyun Joong is my DARLING WHO IS SUPER CUTEEEE.

Kim Hyung Jun is AHDORABLE.

Kim Kyu Jong is THE SWEETEST THING EVER

Park Jung Min IS EFFING SEXY.

Heo YoungSaeng has the BEST SMILE!

So in conclusion, I LOVE SS501 WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. :P

2009-09-16T20:53:00.001+08:00

Ah Jung Min! Riley, send me nice photos of this sexy man pleaseeeeee. :D

Obviously I kinda slacked again today. Although I did study Perfect Competition. :D and did my Market failure tutorial. okay okay.

School was kinda urghhhh. Slept in the morning. Alyssa fell sick so no study session today. awww, rest well spazzing partner! (: damn boring sia today. Kept awake with sms-es. wahaha. we’re naughty people who dont pay attention in lecture! :P Almost died in GP.

Kenny was like: LUKE! from inside the toilet. COuld have sworn we heard his voice but Luke said he was never there. LOLS. that’s funny. haha. Then she said HELLO to me and vanessa sooo loudly when we were outside then malu-ed herself. hahaha.

Went to Toa Payoh to get the teens and teenage. omg. in loveeeeee. wahaha. then came home.

Someone save me la, I’m falling in love with Kyu! omg, he’s DAMN CUTE. AND SWEET. hahaha. control control. LEADER FOR ME. I SHOULD WATCH WE GOT MARRIED. but i need to at least TRY and control myself till after promos lo. sighs…

Ooh, study session with Liyi on friday. wheeeeee. cos i havent seen her in 123456789 years. (or rather since we last saw fahrenheit) which is super long ago, i miss ah bu. ):

Okay, I need to go MUG. byeeee.

And Riley, flooding my tagboard fun hor. hahaha

2009-09-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

Kyu~ He’s damn adorableeeee.

Okay, today those absent on Friday had to go see the PE teachers + Brother Paul + Mr Tan. Wow, i realised its a LOT of people man. And they were talking about our class. Cos they were like: wah lau, that class nobody pon one. lols. The Bro Paul and Mr Tan called me up and told me I’m clear. :D

Nothing much in lessons. damn sian. Then erm, i got kinda pissed during break.

Chatting with Lut and walking down for break. Turned a corner and saw her. Okay, never mind. She still diao. fuck la. then i diao la of course. I’m regretting listening to the retreat. Reconciliation? Bullshit. I’ll take Zhizhong’s advice. If she interested then try and patch. Oh well, if she’s not interested, why did I waste so many brain cells thinking: is reconciliation a good thing? Should I? I can pray for so many other things: My godsiblings (who by the way are the most awesome family), my clique (who i love TRUCKFULS.), my idols (two of whom are SICK NOW.), Shi Han & Sharmaine (who are awesomely cool!). I won’t say waste prayer. (Father God will never get tired of hearing me) buttt, I wasted brain cells. God is AWESOME! But there’s no point if what he’s trying to do doesn’t penetrate. sighsssss.

105-ed home. There was some crazy lady on the bus who I tried to ignore by blasting SS501 songs but she kept staring at me like she was talking to me. *shudders* hahaha. And then Ms Riley made me more than a little INSANE. super hyper when she told me Vivien Ho can try and get tix for us. LOLS. Aiya, but no promises. So if we get then yahoo, if not, i’ll just go with Alyssa, we buy our own tix. set okay! :D

I’m addicted to The Mission. I must CONTROL. I must STOP. I must STUDY. After that can spam like no one’s business already. I try to convince myself. hahaha. Riley’s going nuts with my fanfic, I must say. hahaha.

And omg, I realised trish stayed in the same hotel as Jonas Brothers. That’s kinda cool. Although I’m no fan. LOLS.

okay okay, STUDY HISTORY. SHOOOOO.

And Riley and Alyssa, I should intro the two of you. LOLS

Oh, met dom today at the bus stop. He got off for the Friday thing as well! haha. Then he was like asking me if I saw Jonny today. Then I was like: noooo, i dont go down anymore. I’m glad he didn’t probe at any rate. i think he wanted to go jon’s hse. lols.

NEW PHONEEEE

2009-09-13T18:50:00.001+08:00

Yay, rejoice everyone. Teresa has sent her crappy phone to the graveyard. (: Dad bought a SE phone again cos the Samsung one was too ex. LOLS. oh well, at least I junked the crappy one. WHICH SPOILT AT THE EXACT SAME TIME AS YICHIN’S! like wth right. spoil on same day. in the end, i used temporary spare phone and yichin had to live without his phone. haha.

Okay, i really dont feel like studying for promos. I got this sudden obsession with seeing their faces again!

this is my favourite picture of leader now! <3 so CUTEEEEEE.

and baby is AH-DORABLE LAAAAA. Baby is loveeee

My double HJ!

I watched The Mission and JUNG MIN just made me LOL cos he started playing the volleyball by himself. omg la. <3 MAL! (:

okay, i should study but im on youtube. wtf.

Spazzzzz

2009-09-12T13:00:00.001+08:00

I’ve been spazzing Mike He and Rainie Yang! (:

awww, I still think they’re the cutest cutest couple. And no matter how many times I see the same scene, i STILL end up crying la. hahaha. Spazzed on Why Why Love yesterday since it was on teevee as well. hahaha.

But I miss these boys!

I can’t wait for my 原点! Should have got it at Kino laaaaa. damnit. cos then i would HAVE IT already. :D okay okay, good things are worth waiting for.

Anyway, hols damn slack la. wth. im effing screwed for promos. STUDY DAMMIT STUDY! Okay, i updated fic twice yesterday. Bet Alyssa is happy with latest chapter. wahahaha.

BOF tonight! :D I hope I get home in time after Mama’s house. wheeeeeee. :D

DEVIL BESIDE YOUUUU

2009-09-09T10:29:00.001+08:00

I chiong my DBY yesterday until 2 am! omgggg.

and then i think I cried my eyes out thanks to Mike He. He’s super hot. But it’s even more touching when he cries. And then the combination of Rainie plus her friend crying. omg, the last episode just make you cry until…

And then MY DEAR LEADER IS SICK AGAIN. ):

Get well soon dear, we’re all praying for your speedy recovery alright? (:

I sooooo distracted when I heard this la. ): even DBY cannot concentrate properly. hahahaha.

Okay, i should study. And do PW.

Hecker Dinner!

2009-09-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

Major catch up session with my two favourite people! (: Sharmaine Tan and Tan Shi Han! Yayyy. Met Sharmaine and then we went to find Shi Han. Had dinner at Pastamania and had amazing catch up session, talking about a lot of things. wheeeee. (:

And best part is i found my “Devil Beside You” DVD. OMGGGGGG. Im spazzing over Mike He now. wahahaha. Pictures another time ba. Now no need wait for youtube to load le! :D

Okay, i just wanted to proclaim I had A BALL OF A TIME with my dear Sharmaine and Shi Han. Meet up after promos yeah. I don’t care Sharmaine, we’re going your house. :D

We didn’t take pictures. Just seeing each other was great. (:

I’m in love with Rainie Yang as well.

Please help vote for her!

http://blog.omy.sg/rainie/archives/1779

Directions here.

THANKS FRIENDS!

Trish!

2009-09-08T16:43:00.001+08:00

The photos from Trish’s farewell at the airport are here!

awwww. i love theseeee. :D

and our traffic light. :D

okay, went to watch The Proposal with Alyssa and Lut today. LOVED IT. wahaha. Just that I couldn’t find my ‘Devil Beside You” I called Poh Kim and they said they have it for $9.90. so now im wondering if it is the whole thing. Cos too cheap right. Unless it’s so old. LOLS.

Okay, I am OFFICIALLY HOOKED ON MIKE HE AND RAINIE YANG. Be it individual or together. hahaha. And everyone is so right. Mike is 10 times hotter in Devil Beside You that I can practically drool here nowwww. hahaha.

Oh, gave Alyssa her present today and she was totally no expression. HAHAHA. then Lut started complaining say she like not excited at all lor. hahaha.

Okay, the above pictures are <3

I miss Tricia Anna Lim! ):

2009-09-05T21:53:00.001+08:00

Yay, today was damnnnn fun!

Met Luke at J8, the smart boy forgot to tell Jon we moved the meeting time so we ate at HK cafe first and caught up! :D It was nice with numerous laughs as well. (: He left for PW and Jon and me went off as well. Went to Jon’s house first to drop off his belated present and then made it to church.

Wah, damn hot can. And we got bored after a while as well. Wandered around like lost souls and then saw Arthur in the Rock Band place so we went to kaypo. and woohoo, we found Ariel there. What a cooincidence cos Ariel is Arthur’s Catechist! hahaha. I’m damn sure he’ll enjoy Catechism. hahaha. We didn’t even notice it was Ariel until he turned around. damn la. If not for choir, we would play Tai ti. LOLS.

Choir was quite entertaining. Uncle Denis asked the Tenors to sing and only Theodore sang so he was like: Now we’ve heard the TENOR, can we hear the TENORSSSSSS. hahahaha. And Theodore kept saying Marcus was a traitor cos he got transferred to Bass. lols.

After that hung around some more and spent my money like no one’s business.

Okay, NOW i have a thing for Rainie Yang and Mike He. Rainie Yangggggg. <3 hahahaha.

okay, BOF is on. Byeeeeeeee.

Mike He and Rainie Yang! (:

2009-09-04T20:38:00.001+08:00

I found myself a new couple loveeeee. :D

Mike & Rainie :D

Finished 换换爱 already, so now i can study! wahaha. *chants* I will not let bleach distract me. I think I never cry so much for a drama (excluding 命中 of course). the last part DAMN TOUCHING. i think this is one i can keep re-watching! The last part with Mike He and Kingone was DAMN SWEET LA.

Okay, today stayed home cos of the cough. Precaution since I’m in SUPER CLOSE contact with someone who has H1N1. Feels unreal but yeah. LOLS. Did Maths TYS and Integration and studied a bit of econs.

Funfair tmr, think i’m going la. Meeting with Jon and Luke before that! Yay. Cos I haven’t seen Luke in AGESSSSS. I still see Jon around sometimes. Okay, i’m happyyyyy. :D

I just need to spaz now.

Kingone is quite cute la. Although didn’t think so at first. Like, why both guys not say very cute. But after that, warmed up already! :D

I love his character in the show and he grew on me! :D I love his smileeeee. I am officially spazzing out now. haha! I fell in love with him then. (:

2009-09-01T18:22:00.001+08:00

Yah la fuck la.

everything my fault right. i’m sick of this life. Why the fuck do you think I dont want to be the older kid? Because when you’re the older kid everything is your responsibility. Because when all else fails, you’re supposed to effing give in to the younger one. And you’re supposed to be strong, no matter how upset you are. No matter how stressed you are. No matter how you want to fall. it doesn’t matter cos they depend on you. It’s just that the younger one can fall. the younger one can bawl and cry. But you’re stuck in this position where all that matters is that the YOUNGER SIBLING has a stupid grin on their face. Your job’s done. Who cares if you’re crying. Who cares if you’re nursing a broken heart.

You just effing spoiled the great day i had with besties.

I’ll blog about today another time. No mood. Plus, i wanna blog with the pictures.

Bye world. Life sucks.

OMG, It’s Monday

2009-08-31T19:04:00.001+08:00

Today was DAMN SIAN I SWEAR.

Sat with Arifa and Vanessa in the morning. And found out something immensely annoying. urghhhh. GP was slack. Physics Lecture I wanted to drift off to sleep alr. History CA I died!

Mother Tongue was stupid because she scolded Jay Han, in the end she implicated the whole class. Sometimes I wonder what she’s thinking… Went down for break with gang except Kenny.

PW was damn damn damn slack. hahaha. they started being random again but we got settled on place to meet during sept hols anyway. Went down for physics, waved to Jared before going to find Ms Chong. Oh and forgot to mention i found out something. I’ll be praying. that’s all I’m gonna say…

Econs was damn boring i swear i almost fell asleep. Read a little of “The Pact” and then hung around, talking to Joan while waiting for History. (: Stupid Jay Han had to rub in the fact that we had lecture and he didn’t.

Sherman just acted weird at the bus stop. Who wants to look at him? He stared right?! WTF?! I swear I’m surrounded by weird people. I was in such a bad mood I kao beh some woman in the bus, although she was asking for it. Eh, I’m not those kind, “Oh sorry sorry” when it’s not my fault okay. Please la. Piss me off somemore?!

Lucky I have tomorrow to look forward to. Yay, BESTIE LUNCH! I’m sure Velda will be armed with a cam? :D

I messaged Mr Tan and Mrs Thiru today. Damn it. Wanted to go back but thanks to school, can’t go! So anyway, they had sweet messages. I miss them sooooo! Okay, holiday so I’m gonna slack off a bit. yayyyy. :D

and to these people who’ve stuck by me, who’ve offered comfort when I hurt and who let me smile through my tears:

THANK YOU

KENNY

LUKE

JOAN

VELDA

YICHIN

Dinner @ Grandma’s!

2009-08-30T10:52:00.001+08:00

I love you Andrea Lim! :D (taken at airport)

Took Daniel’s Car to United Square. The ride there was damn funny, we couldn’t stop laughing. When walking down to the car, we were like: It’s super dark! How to see! then Daniel kept locking and unlocking the car. Like, “lighting the way” HAHAHA. Then he keyed in “United Square” on his GPS. When we were reaching the exit for the highway, the GPS was like: “1 km to exit” and we started laughing like crazy, saying time for him to upgrade his GPS already! then when we supposed to go straight, they ask him to turn left! LOLS.

Dinner was great! I loveeee dinner with them! :D

Oh and Theodore did something damn funny also! Like trying to explain where’s Jalan Pachelli in relation to the school. OLPS then OLGS then Amanda was like: OLGC! haha. we were like laughing and laughing.

and you know what. Roy didn’t know I was from SJC. that’s damn funny!

Another thing that pissed me off. It was my time slot after all, don’t come and say that last time to change. After all, if people can help you, dont have that Me, Myself and I attitude okay.

~I want to forget.

PROMOS! ):

Swear Off Relationships

2009-08-29T10:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes no matter the mutual feelings, it doesn’t work out.

Sometimes no matter the mutual feelings, you’re just not suited for one another.

Aren’t relationships supposed to be carefree?

Aren’t you supposed to give in to each other?

But if we keep this and that from each other,

if I feel pressured to do this and that,

are we really suited?

If you’re not interested, I’m not gonna bother either.

Although i do want to reconcile,

it’s no point…

okay, my life is officially screwed up.

Thank You Kenny, Jay Han, Tang and Sheck. (:

2009-08-28T22:07:00.001+08:00

This is a little late but for you my dearest Jiro Wang,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Okay, update on past few days.

Monday had phototaking. I only remember I had a surprise when Jared waved to me. hahaha.

Tuesday met Dear after school to catch a movie. Settled on Where Got Ghost since he said Orphan was lousy, about some psychotic kid. hahaha. We were almost the only ones in the cinema i think. My crappy stomach ache spoiled my day la. But dear sent me home after that. Although my house is kinda like a thousand miles from his. haha. Thank you dear. I love youuuuu. :D

Wednesday supposed to go over to his place but he had shift. So I had a shopping trip with clique. I’M SO SORRY VELDA! ): Teachers’ Day was okay. Sat with clique AND yichin and velda. absolutely fun and fun. (:

Thursday I met Roodra for dinner and we were talking about people. hahaha. (:Damn sad that she’ll be changing class! ): I’ll have no one to laugh about anymore! hahaha.

Today I finished school, rushed home to prepare my present for godsis. Rushed out for lunch and to print the present. (: Then rushed to the airport. Arthur and Shar were already there. Had fun talking. When Godsis was ready to go in, she started crying, which set me off in tears as well. Andrea, cheer up! :D 4 months will pass very fast! Had dinner with Andrea, Roy, Roysmond, Shar, AhMa and Mummy.

Had fun around the airport after that! hahahah.

I love them laaaaa. :D

okay, photos overdue from The Call:

Altos! :D

ROY! hahaha

and photos with besties: VELDA TANNNNN. KENNY CHUAAAA.

so many spammings i swear.

i havent been able to post in soooo long. :D

okay, im done.

i’ll wait for my godsis’ photos! :D

2009-08-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

life just sucks.

im fucking stuck in between.

and im effing cying like nobody's business.

i want to die. righ here, right now.

only one good thing happened today.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

Blogger's back to normal! :D

lunch with drea today which was great, fulfilling, fun and made me LOL numerous times which is good for me, especially in the state I am in now.

Tuition with Jay. Tiring but thanks for staying back to help me with maths. (:

Now i dont know what i'm feeling.

When I spoke to zz about it, he told me I should try to patch things up. Maybe I should give her a chance to talk, maybe we don't really want to throw this away.
But if one party is not interested in patching up a friendship, there's noway his is going to work. Everything is two sides. There's no point for me to do all I want. It's like you cant make friends with a wall or an inanimate object because it oesn't respond to you, does it.

BUT...
since you're not interested, im not gonna think about it any longer. I'm not gonna ponder on it, worry about it or anything of the sort. Sometimes, I don't know why I bother.

What's the true definition of friendship?
Why does it hurt fucking badly when you're forgotten?
And why is it that you're obviously the one who's forgotten yet those in the picture don't think so?

I know when I see these, i smile.

and pictures from airport when we sent zz off. (:

Godfamily <3

I'm effing worried for promos now.
i'm screwed up.

oh, on a brighter note. teachers' day lunch with luke, yichin and velda.

wheeeeeee. :D

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

God is playing a joke on me, i swear.

i thought i found the best friends in Heckers.
But apparently, not.

I thought clique was my saving grace.
yet now, the friendship web seems so entwined and complicated that I dont know what to do.
I don't understand anything anymore.
I just know it fucking hurts.

today had a great time with them at ice cream date.
but apparently, he has different thoughts now.
it hurts.

and you, dont want to be with me, do you.
i attract heartbreaks right?
i attract problems/drama right?

when did life become so complicated.
I really dont want to bother zhizhong.
although i know he's my dearest sweetest godbrother who always makes me crack a smile, even throuh my tears.
i effing dont know what to do anymore.

too many heartbreaks.
too many tears.
im retreating out of this.
i dont want to think any longer

i <3 you clique, no matter what.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

Today was a dead day for me.
Did i say I hate Mondays?

Alyssa actually thought I was emo.
All i know is LUKE FREAKING GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK I SWEAR.

and I spent the day worrying.
I think he was sleeping or I would have gone over to see him I think. He seems kinda dead in his sms-es.

He told me not to worry.
But how can i not huh?
sighhhhhh. ):
i miss youuuuu.

Friday are we gonna meet? :D

okay, bestie lunch soon.
i successfully teased Mr Chiang again. :D
woots~
okay okay bestie lunchhhhhhhh. :D

~ insignificant compared to what you've done for me.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

i was PISSED OFF TODAY!

i fucking hate it when people accuse me of bitching when i didn't.
unless you changed your name to like "Physics Notes" then come on la.
ruin my mood.

but thank you dear
for being there to listen.
and for being the one who can definitely bring a smile to my face. (:

i dont wanna blog any longer.
rawr.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-11T19:23:00.003+08:00

Went to send Godbro off at airport last night.
awww, will miss seeing him.

Anyway, he had like WOW number of people there to see him off.
he really has a million friends la.
was kinda amazed but i think none of us took pictures

funny part was when we went there we didn't see anyone.
Mummy: Just look out for grups of youths.
Me: there are groups of youths EVERYWHERE
Roy: Let's go customer service counter to ask for Zhizhong.

*Later*
Roy: Let's go to the counter and ask if they hav a passenger called Xie Zhizhong.

In the end, Mummy spotted him first ba.
But he seemed busy so we waited for Mark to show up.
havent seen him in so long, and he's still the same as before!
he totally missed godbro and end up Roysmond called him blind.

i think godbro was stressed just going from group to group.
haha, so hung out with roy, roysmond, andrea, trish, aaron, mark.

we had family photo! :D
but let's wait till he settles in over at Indiana and has time to upload the photos yeah? hahaha.

lazy o post all pictures cos have to post with imageshack.

so here's the picture i took with godbro cos i thought it'll be the last time in a long time till i see him again.
in the end, still went airport to send him. :D

and most of all, my dear brothers.

because i didn't plan on going to the airport, but eventually went, which was a good thing! :D

Godbro you'll be missed! loves

Choir Babes, I loveee youuuu

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-09T11:03:00.000+08:00

musical was okay. (:
had fun with the gals. camwhoring session.

and the biggest thank you to the clique.
not just for being at the concert.
not just for surprising me with flowers.
but for always being there.
for showing me "that's what friends are for" really means.
for showering me with love.
for being the ones able to make me smile through my tears.
for being the ones who are there for me

i waas touched, i swear.
:D love you guys!

godbro is leavng. ):
everyone is leaving. ):
im effing sad now. ):

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

it's over.
i'm tired of this game.
I want to stop.
when the ones you expected to be there are not, the disappointment is overwhelming.
But when you have people there by your side through it all, you don't feel alone. And that's where your strength comes from.

thank you besties and clique. (:
Friends? Luke + Kenny + Joan + Jay + Velda + Yichin. (: bestieeeeee galoreeeee

i'm looking forward to bestie dinner again! :D
Mr Chiang, PLAN AH! :P

tuition was okay I guess. met new people which is good butttt _ wasn't there. hahahaha.
not like i noticed. :P

tmr is the concert and im effing nervous.
ah shit hate this.

PE was DAMN HILARIOUS. We just watched yichin playing with his class first. And me and Luke kept laughing at him. Alyssa was like: He's damn super skinny la! Like the skinniest person i've seen!" hahaha. and Julian was like: oh ya, that class got like 2 people damn skinny right!" hahaha.

and yichin can change from playing volleyball to picking up the volleyball! hahahaha.
see, i told you it's fun to annoy/tease/disturb you! :D

okay, time for me to watch my hottie Ethan Ruan on teeveeeeeee.
bye, concert tmr! :D

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

First, it's a great special day today!

You know why?
Because...
...
...
...
...

it's his birthday!

Who?
?
?
?
?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY JUN!

i love you plenty plenty baby! :D because you're a darlingggggg.
and you always make me smileeeee.

fun day in school today. thanks cliqueeee. you always make me smile smile and smile. (:
AND LOL. hahaha.

history was screwed up. but the rest of the day was okay!
alright,

another thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL! (:

oh well, Jun Jun Jun. my sunshineeeeee.
darling your birthday so important laaaa. :D

alright, U R Man DVD! :D

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-08-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

Someone tell me WHY CANNOT POST PICTURES STILL!
blogger sucks like crazy la.

choir prac super stress la. Music haent memorise yet. some parts shaky also.
kena by Tiff today. :/
die laaa.

anyway, so many things happening at once.
gotta study
gotta rehearse
gotta have fucked up friendships.

what the hell?!

really, i'm ready to detach.
i'm ready to put it down.
I'm ready to stop getting hurt over and over again.
Clique's been super supportive, no matter what.
Concert, Exam grades, my obsessions. (at least no bashings right)

what makes me smile?

1. Leader
2. Baby Jun
3. Minnie Oppa.
4. Kyuuuu
5. Saengieeeeee
6. AhBu! :D
7. Clique! - Luke, Jay, Kenny, Joan, Arifa

but this is my life. it sucks to the maxxxxx.
and please don't tell me i'm starting to.
don't want to don't want to don't want to.
i'll be super screwed up if that happens.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

seems i can't post pictures.
blogger is seriously fucking screwed.

anyway, wanted to blog about darling ahbu.
i miss him so.
butttt, cannot post pictures, NOT FUN.

just, proclaim i got my 2 SS501 albums leee. :D super ecstatic.
and shall keep the suspense about ahbu! :D

school's been okay, i guess.
just random problems with _ in church and _ in school.
my life is fucked up anyway.

~ dearie, just for you, i was just joking today you know. I wasn't blaming you at all. I swear I felt like an idiot in the morning. :/ <3 youuuuuu.

alright, bye people.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

I really suck.
like my studies really 一落千丈

thanks those cheering me on.
Avril. Grace. Yichin. Luke. Jay. Kenny. Joan.

fuck.
i swear i was damn pissed these morning.
due to reasons i will NOT blog here.
urgh urgh urgh.
i'm insulted, big time.
thanks a lot you.

and again fuck.
everything also teresa.
everything also me.
shit,
i've mailed chris for help. (:
lucky for alternatives.

i love these people!

altoessssss <3

SFXYC! my loveeeee

PW is killing me.

Met Amanda today and found our way to coolzone. :D

SJ album.

but double S album delayed till Tuesday.

siannn. ):

And omg, thanks a lot to those who proudly told me their results.

makes me feel LOADSSSS better. ._.

gahhhh, saw yichin and velda when heading out with Amanda.

alright, i shouldn't be emoing. but what the heck.

i need a life.

i need a shoulder.

i need a pillar.

i fucking need someone.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-14T17:37:00.003+08:00

Got back my results but thoroughly screwed. Nothing else to say.
This is fucked up la. that's just my life.

i really can't remember what happened yesterday except that...
i got really annoyed with _
and kinda amazed at myself.
Since I've never been able to stay mad at him long.
But amazing, i guess i was REALLY annoyed at the sms.
i think i sent back an annoying reply.
who knows if he got it.
don't know if i care any longer though.
Since he seemed as if he didn't get it when we saw each other today.
and do i really have the heart to stay mad?

Met Jon, SuanHin and Law this morning. (:
Slept and then Grace came.
Up to class.

History results.
I fucking failed
and fucking cried.
thank you Luke and Kenny. (:

Oral was a little screwed but okay i think i can scrape a Merit. i THINK.
my whole mid years is fucking screwed.
Nothing but U's.
Can you believe that?
I can.

i don't wanna give a damn about anything else anymore.
I don't want to worry about damned concert tickets
i don't wanna worry about damned heartbreaks.
i just wanna think about these hotties and my studies.

Min oppa~ i love your smile and saengie, you're cuteeeee.

Kyuuuuuuu you're adorable. HyunJoong oppa, you're my darlingggg.

Junbaby, i love youuuu.

and in case anybody wants to know the reason i freaking love Jihoo sunbae?

cos he reminds me of ME.

the idiot who just wants the person to be happy.
Just that somehow, he fell for a better person i think.

anyway, biggest shout to:

THANK YOU LUKE AND KENNY

for always being there for meeee.

and for the sms, luke! (:

besties, i love you plenty plenty!

THANK YOU JAY HAN!

just for everything and always being my listening ear. :D

AND THANK YOU DEAR JOAN!

for bringing me plentiful laughter and smiles. I love you dearie. Thank for the sms too! ~

besties, thank you much.

off to study now~ i promised Luke!

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-12T22:19:00.002+08:00

Shit, the lousy feeling is back.

of course thanks to all the choir peeps who made me smile today!
Theodore, Benny, Marie, Gerrybabe, Andrea, Tricia!

but ah shit, ticket sales damn troublesome. I'm so very glad that there are my besties coming you knowwwww. because they're such darlings. Jay Han even said he promises it'll be a great night for me. oh i don't know. everything always seems to go wrong for me anyway.

and i don't wanna know my maths grades. Kenny totally owes me cookies. because i definitely will get wors in class. I NEED TO MUG ALREADY LA. be enthu a bit! wahaha. I hate my life. school sucks like crazy.

my life is fucked up and severely screwed up.

ticket sales = POOH. because i hate just dealing with all these things. and the only reason is cos i can't even sell HALF my tickets. that's freaking pathetic. yes, pathetic. because i have 3 JC friends coming. period. thanks for the support clique. i loveee youuuu. (: if not again, sea of strange faces whom i don't know. this sucks like crazy. so i shall just sign off now.

please let me think of darlings...

I don't know if i wanna see you now.

although I always forgive in the end,

it seems that the foundations of these friendships is really not as steady as we all thought.

Maybe I'm the problem.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-12T18:46:00.002+08:00

Picked Marie and went to church to meet Theodore and Benny. (:
The boys played Metal Slug while waiting for church to be over.

Prac was slow moving and I couldn't stop thinking about MY BOYSSSS. :D

Dropped posters off at Denis' house and then off to Plaza Sing. (:
Slacked around and then met Brenda at 4.30.

I TOTALLY LOVE YOU BRENDAAAAAAAA.
the mags are just hot.
and the solo collection CD is loveeee.
i got my first SS501 CD!
and two new posters to add to my wall. wheeeeee.

Pictures overload once again!

Alyssa, you'll love this.

I'm loving my life - for now!~

tmr, die la. :/

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-10T18:30:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the shitty post people! (:

Thank you to...

ARTHUR - you're a darling boyyyy. :D
JO! - thanks for everything
Brenda Yeo - SO MIN MY DEARRRRR
Evian
Sonic
Jin Yong
Kenny
Jay Han
Cindy Kwan
Michelle - BABEEEE
Winnie
Serene
Mark Tan!
Andrea&Nadia (WONDERFUL LUNCHHHHH!)

for all the cheers and the encouragement. the concern alone is enough. (:

Lunch with Drea, Nadia and Avril today. They made my day! (:

Drea insisted on the picture since she has WIDE LENS CAM! wahaha. had a lot of laughs and bitching session too. Oh, and I screwed up my Maths paper so Ms Yoong says. sigh. ):

But they make me smileeeee.
the full MV is HOT. LEADER KYU AND JUNGMIN ARE HOT!~

woots~ i love my boys! (:

I'm really feeling better, thanks for all the concern.

If I missed you up out there, SORRY!
But appreciate the concern.

Jo&Arthur - YOU'RE THE BIGGEST HELP! Arthur made me smile. :D

Brenda - I LOVE YOU SO MIN DEARRRR. :D

okay, transformers tonight, let's give myself a bit of cheer.

i'll just stare at my boys. they give me the best encouragement. (:

I'm starting to doubt the existence of true friendship

i want to hate you, be angry with you, but I can't.

If not for my dearest 12 people up there, i think i'd fall, crumble and just rot and die.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-09T18:39:00.002+08:00

I shall rant before anything.

I've had three concerts with the choir.
First concert, I was happy for reasons you do NOT need to know.
Second Concert, i was fucking depressed. Fahrenheit Concert.
This third upcoming one, i'm fucking depressed too. wow, why? because if not for my darling clique, i'll be performing to strangers ANYWAY.

Please ignore me here.

i'm just fucking sick and tired of feeling shitty in choir. Because everyone always feels happy to see their friends/boyfriends/girlfriends come up to the stage after the performance. But I don't really get that I think. see LukeHo/JonLee who've always been supporting me. I LOVE YOU FOURSOME! (: I can't say anything now. they've been darlings. HuiTze who came although I bet last year's concert was kinda boring for her. But no more, I don't want to worry about the tickets. 10 tickets. I don't even have 10 friends who will come. such a big joke right! this is just amazingly sucky. Thanks to those who've tried. I shouldn't have fucking volunteered for ticketing. Not because it's tough. Big joke, I'm in the committee and I can't sell my tickets finish because of this reason and that. Woohoo. And great, I can't believe I cried. From here,

MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY FUCKED UP.

Big THANK YOU to Luke, Kenny, Jay for being the first ones to say yes. (: Because of you all besties, I'll have the motivation to just PERFORM.
because without them, i'm just performing to a sea of strange faces with the exception of my parents and darling godparents.

and to cheer myself up?
THISSSS.

baby's classic expression!

baby and kyu are adorable~

and my dear leader you are just hotttt

I loveeee youuuu. :D
cos your smile makes me smile. (:

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-07-07T22:22:00.003+08:00

Haven't blogged in a longggg while.

freaking annoyed with blogger now. ):
i cant upload tom&jerry! ):

oh man, baby's birthday is coming but haven't prepared anything eh. die laaaaa.
i've been spazzing too much lately.
Like writing ff.
But i'm so glad I got HyeSu and oppa together! :D wahaha

today was damn sian.
but weekend was tiring yet fun.

Roy is just... (i have no words to describe him)
and I feel like killing Ms Stephanie Liew cos she was like a freaking cm away from Leader. RAWR.

I think it's quite certain my boys are coming.
yay, brenda, set ah, we go tgt.

Translator for soompi,
head for fansletters.

this is funnn. (:

alright, another sian day tmr.
NO INTERACT, WHOOPEEEEEEEE!

i love these two vids.
hot hot hot.

okay, i need to go kino soon.
I'M BROKE! ):
how to save up for concert ticket?!

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-30T23:18:00.007+08:00

Can't upload photos with blogger. WHYYYYY.

baby is adorable i tell you!

he's so cute.

Kyu made me squeal today!

and baby made me ROFL!

okay physics was a screwup so here im cheering myself up.

New Fanfic @ http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/tkanimelover3
please support!

Recruitments I will close already baaaa. HAHA. (:

YICHIN INSULTED ME TODAY!
But i successfully managed to shoot him back :P

105-ed with him and Velda before heading home.

don't feel like studying anymore

DoubleS boys where are you?!

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna start a new fanfic soon. - SS501!
Leader and Baby are reserved but the other three are up for grabs!

so im gonna open them cos i have no one else i know who really likes the others.
A lot fo my friends love leader too.
But he's mineeeee. :D wahaha.

SS501 has won the voting! yipee
well, supposedly.

okay, my com has some problem cant share pics today. ):
im dead tmr actually.
but nothing is going into my brain any longer.

i miss fahrenheit.
i want SS501.
):

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Okay, im super stressed for my exam so im here to destress
im loving these darlings more and more. MIN&BABY. Baby damn adorable laaaaa. (: especially the video Brenda showed me. (:

And my always No 1.
帅翻天好不好！

And good news too, my cousin has given birth! And all Michael Jackson's death anniversary too. haha. TAKEOVER! lols. (: that's the joke now anyway. (:

I think i shall go see my cousin and my lil baby nephew too! :D

can't wait! (:

okay, enough.

SS501 fans, please go vote for our double S boys!

and Brenda, do write that fanfic, i feel excited. HAHA

back to mugging.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-27T13:28:00.005+08:00

So cute right! HAHA. (:

and some gifs that people shared.
Credit to soompi. (:

Youngsaeng trying to get baby's attention! :D
so cute la heeeee.

and Min and baby! omg, this is so adorable! :D

and share this video.
Leader damn hot. (:

and and and KyuJong YoungSaeng and JungMin DAMN FUNNY.
Baby's just adorable. (:

alright, im just too stressed from work laaaa

back to studying.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-26T22:28:00.001+08:00

just share this wonderful video with you all.

thanks to Alyssa. haha!

She came over to study again today. But but but i'm so distracted that i cannot study.

Leader's laughter damnnnn cute and KyuJong damn hilarious! ah, jungmin i love you! :D

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

Just share m two favourite people!

Hyun Joong & AhBu! :D

Li Jie and Avril came over to study today!

Avril came in the afternoon. Lijie supposed to but she had to go back to school. So we studied. Stupid subject physics. and im only at forces. :/

Lijie came around 6 and a lot of laughter naturally. haha!
dinner at 8. Avril thought that garlic was fishcake LOLS. the whole table burst out laughing la.
She left at 9 then i continued with lijie till about 11. then teevee!

Alyssa's coming over again tmr. cos she needs to pass me money.
so gonna study tgt again! how fun. :D

just hope we won't be tempted with videos.
I need to study.

~Velda - thanks for listening. i know i can always count on you! (:
~Yichin - thanks for the physics tutoring. i know im a lousy student!
~ Brenda - omg, excited for the album! ahhhhhh. cant wait laaaaa

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

Found this on Soompi today!

this is damn nice
and my boys are hot.
especially leader. (:

Just trying to understand the story behind it.
Nice funny chats with estee and riley on fb today.

Plus, thanks evian for that I (L) you on FB! :D
I love you too!

And I'm loving Jung Min more and more! :D

yay, i get to see buddy again tmr! :D

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Just here to share these photos i saw. Credits to soompi! (:

see, my darlings are so cute. (:
okay, i've decided. SS501 videos, here i come! i've always been lazy to watch. But no more laziness for me! wahaha. (:

I'm probably gonna flunk Midyears and have my mother murder me. Just that my babies and darlings will be in danger so I have to mug from like tmr. Mug like crazy.

Physics will kill. So let's die tmr. Maths is like must do it end of the day. In case i get distracted. Econs, just plop everything in my head.

Yay, i'll see Buddy again, tmr! (:

I love the star one <3

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

Met Alyssa for lunch and then she came over to study. (:

kinda unproductive since all we could hink about were double S boys. haha.
damn it.
and then i went into this obsession of translation. OMG.

die la.

midyears how.

okay, off for dinner. bye all. (:

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-22T22:23:00.003+08:00

I enjoyed today. Marcus did meet up for me.
And Buddy came over after my tuition.
I've missed her! - although telling her that just makes her thick skin only! ~

So we studied. As usual, she didn't eat.
And we cam-ed after that! (:

yay, buddy i love you.

i don't know what she was trying to do here though. haha!

then we video conferenced with jaslyn. I'VE MISSED HER TOO!

never see her for 12345678 years.

where's our lunch/dinner?!

Apparently, Jaslyn will kill me if she sees this. So let's see if she pops by my blog.
bet she'll refuse to ever webcam with me ever again. haha.

But i enjoyed webcamming with her.

she has an amazing ability to make me laugh la! haha

so today was GOOD. (:

i've missed my two chinese buddies. (:

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

changed blogskin again. haha! i'll make something integrated with SS501 again soon, i guess. haha. had irrestible picture from Mary so had to post the cutest AhBu up! (:

oh well, today is SPECIAL AGAIN!
well...
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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

i love you daddy (:

Had lots to think about these few days. Even while iceskating. omg.

anyway,

I don't wanna give a damn about you. (screw friendship - it's one-sided)
I sincerely hate myself for being screwed up.
I want to kill the person who gave me a missed call whn i was in church
I officially think that YOU are a bitch.
I can't do meditation cos my head is so screwed up.
I don't know why they call us friends - if this is the way you behave.
I don't want to be the punching bag any longer - i quit.
I don't want to be used like some fucking thing which you can throw away if you don't want it.
I realise holidays are good for me to spend time with myself.
I'm going to fail my MidYears.
I want to go back in time. - before i knew you. (and you and you)
I'm sincerely doubting the existence of true friendship.
The only people I have never doubted? only two sisters.
I hate myself more than i am angry with you.
I don't know if i want to see/talk to you.
I love my IG. - because they can bring laugher to me. (well, the next day sucked obviously)
And I WANT TO GO KBOX LOR. ):
Oh, AND I DON'T WANT MOOD SWINGS

okay, i'm done with rants and random facts.

i'm going....

going...

gone.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm... today was good i guess. You know why???
because...
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IT'S SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARMAINE TAN!

hello birthday girl! (:

okay, reached vivo at 11 plus. slacked around then grace and avril came. hung around and then met shi han before sharmaine came. I entertained her and we met the rest at marche. now see here...

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when we just got our food. (:

food! (: see, we're a coupleeeee. :D and she BAKED. see, i love my wife. (:

i love them la. (:

and shi han, you are SICK. even when baking la. SICK MIND. lols

Grace = PIG (as usual)

And Last But Not Least...

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I LOVE YOU ALL HECKERS! :D

my darlingggggs.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

IG 26 Outing!

2009-06-18T22:42:00.008+08:00

IG outing today! :D yipee.

I was kinda lazy to go at first. But yichin and jinyong almost MURDERED me. So I ended up going and didn't regret it! (;

Arranged to meet yichin, jaseline and jinyong at tp at 10am. Apparently, yichin MIA and called later to say he JUST WOKE UP an he need to pack his house. -.- so we bus-ed to east coast first. Langston reached early! haha.

Met him at Macs. THE MUGGER. Luke came and we were off for a game of frisbee! (: haha, i survived and was never the monkey! haha. then Langston's slipper broke LOLS. so we had to go try find slippers for him. haha

they finally thought of calling yichin but he reached East Coast alr cos he cabbed down. haha. made a trip to the arcade.

they played the dancing one first. and yichin losttttt. HAHA. then jinyong moved on to para para while Langston and Luke went to play some rap beat thing. haha

after we got bored, TIME CRISIS. since they fixed the gun. (:

i have a damn funny video too. i shall upload it another time. (: so we did relay. LOLS. in Langston's words anyway. (;

Jaseline! <3 i missed the darlingggg. (:

Macs for lunch! (:

Dumped our bags in the car and went to rent our bikes. HAHA. i don't know they were rushing to cycle. LOLS. stopped and bedok jetty and camwhored!

Someone was like, "Langston, i see you!"

Langston: "where?"

"THERE, PLANKTON!" HAHA.

I LOVE IG26! there's another one but lazy to upload alr. haha.

then we continued down and stopped at some random place. The boys went to play frisbee and i slacked with Jaseline then they came back and left Arrun and Langston to play frisbee. We slacked around and had a few candid shots. haha

yichinnn, i remember this part. haha.

Langston walks across yichin. (kinda WRONG)

yichin: you're not V! WAHAHA.

so langston kept thinking that yichin was SUPER HORNY.

cycled to changi and then made our way back. then took a lift to City Hall.

yichin's worst car ride. HE SHOULD HAVE SAT IN THE BOOT RIGHT. :P

dinner at Carl's and then we got sent to tp.

we totally shouldn't have left so early laaaa.

But....

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IG26 THANK YOU FOR THE WONERFUL TIME, LOVE YOU ALL! :D

i've missed Langston (super high-ness) and Jaseline (my darling girl)

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

Retreat at 9.30 today. should have gone at 10 can. haha! (:

Relatively okay. Quite fun I should say. - but oh well, it's my choir. haha.
Chicken Rice for lunch! ~ and then back to retreat a while.

Did our songs for the musical. And Marcus is off to Tenor! haha. It was funny.

Theodore: we welcome you with open arms!
*sings* Welcome to the family...

of course we crack up into laughter. (:

Sectionals with the guys. SUPER HILARIOUS. cos they seem to enjoy the super high part. haha. specially Roysmond. lols.

Played Murderer during break. Kept partnering Roy. lols. So a few things that happened.

Marcus: I think it's Roysmond!
Roysmond: yah yah, everything also Roysmond.
*burt into laughter*

Roysmond: Roy can't act one lor!
Roy (with the -_- face): it's not me lor.
*again, burst into laughter*

Timo: I'm the murderer! Vote for me, I vote for myself!
Amanda: Timo, we'rejust gonna ignore you for this game okay.
*third time but still burst into laughter*

okay, we went back to retreat after that. Stillness prayer again in the adoration room. then dinner alr. (:

got my tickets to sell today. Thank You Luke & Jay for being the first ones to respond and for coming down to support! :D i wanna hear from the rest soon! ~

I'm finally getting my feather badge and ear studs. (:

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-13T23:54:00.003+08:00

Just wanna share two vids.

First is my personal favourite cos i love the dance steps for this song. Plus HyunJoong stars in the middle. see the hot one there. haha! (:

I loveeeee the dance steps so i keep rewatching this till no end. haha.

This second video is starring my favourite boys, Fahrenheit! :D
it's an original art credit to uploader who created this video. I like it a lot. It's super nice with the song too. (: and so happens stars my favourite boys right. haha. i like the pairings too. (:

So just wanna share with Frh Lovers and SS501 lovers! (:
cos these are my two favourite videos. (:

Enjoy~

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-13T12:45:00.003+08:00

AN'S FIFTH GATHERING! ~

was one of those guilty ones who were late la. haha.
Met Serene and Berlyn on the MRT and then rushed down to Pasir Ris to meet LiYi and the rest of the AN-ers. was wondering if that was the AN group when i saw Brenda. okay! haha. (:

Waited a lil then off to the super market. think we looked damn funny. like some massive school excursion. haha. 25+ people in the supermarket. haha. Mary and Jingwen came after that and then we went to buy like 30 chickens? haha. it was kinda funny. lols.

Finaly we went to the bus interchange but the bus took 12345678 years to come.
see, i think we look sian-ed.

finally, got to Pasir Ris park. played the lyrics game again. haha. this one was like cracking my brains okay! haha. then i had to leave by 7 plus to go Kelly's house le. (:

okay, this is late. it was supposed to be yesterday's post butttt

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY KELLY! ~

haha, party was okay. (: Kinda funny and could self entertain la.
I entertained myself with phone games and kelly killed me. :/
he still has this fascination of poking me. and im still wondering why he's the only one capable of making me feel ticklish.

okay here's snippets.

(with regards to soccer)
Chris: Eh, Kelly, you no playing he(my brother) also cannot score one goal la.
*we all burst into laughter*

"eh, you bully small boy right!"
Chris: no, I respect my opponent okay.

HAHA.

and according to the adults the official graduation.
Kelly-boy to Kelly-man. HAHA. that was sure way for me to crack up into laughter. haha

okay, that's all i think. haha.

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-10T18:39:00.002+08:00

very happie today! (:

Steph came to spend the day!

Met her at Wisma, spent a good 10 mins trying to find her and then made our way to Ngee Ann for lunch. (: Kino didn't have June colour yet so we headed back after lunch. haha.

Lots of self entertainment with her iTouch (I WANT!) haha. and our Wii too. Steph and Marcus were having some duel outside in the hall. lols.

Then we spammed SS501 vids and laughed like crazy. HyunJoong damnnnn cuteeeeee. haha! she's such a morbid person la. - first she kills off people in her iTouch then we play some morbid game about some pyscho killer. haha!

TapTap, iTwist etc, i want an iTouch too!
Steffy, your fault laaaaaa. haha! (:

and although i didn't accomplish anything today, i met up with my best friend of all time and had many laughs. i finally got to see her again. how nice right. (: yay, can't wait for her next visit to Sg. (:

and she hasn't given me Calvin's autograph! HAHA.
oh well, i'll try to remind her the next time. lols. (:

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-06T20:36:00.004+08:00

Nothing to update today really, except that i finally started watching Fated to Love You and GOT HOOKED! But today's a special dayyyy.

Why?
Because...
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IT'S BABY'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUN JOONG BABY!

Go HyunJoong. Special prayers and blessings on your special day! Stay strong, I'm expecting you in Singapore in Deemeber okay! <3

Hope baby is feeling better about his ahma. STAY STRONG BABY! (:

and yes people you saw correctly. SS501 IS COMING HEREEEEEE!

and also...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVIAN!

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

Okay, had a kinda slack day today again.
Did a lil physics and chinese.

Dinner with jon, law, avril and grace. met at plaza sing at 745.
Grace gave me a shock cos she looked super sunburned.
And then she wouldn't let jonny see her face and kept putting her fringe down. haha!
Dinner at PastaMania before we train-ed back to my house. (:

today was fun! :D
but no pictures - camwhore queen didn't suggest any.
After all Law kept asking, "So are we going to camwhore?" HAHA.

And jon and law looked super gay today it was hilarious. haha.
and i think law didn't even realise it! haha!

then had some retarded conversation with yilin. haha.
but yilin what - she's not even sane. WAHAHA. (just remember: physics lesson)

and what is super super classic is law's reaction to Trixie.
he got a shoc and was totally retreating behind Jonny. I think it was just Trixie's size.
So apparenly, according to law, I have a pet wolf instead of a pet dog. HAHA.
and Trixie is apparently very interested in law. HAHA.

slacked and they just left. (:
outing on friday, or? haha.

And graceeeeeeee, i think our laughter on inside joke was DAMN HILARIOUS.
and avril! - your " _ is FAT" is exactly what made grace burst into uncontrollable laughter. haha.

~yay, BOF finished! (:
<3 baby!

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！

2009-06-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Feel like quite a slacker today though. :/

Tuiton and then studied. But only did like 2 chapters of maths right. - fat hell that's gonna help.. urgh.

Jay Han alerted me to chinese news. Thanks friend! <3
Chatted with yichin a lil.

But went back to Boys Over Flowers again. haha.
Now i don't know what I myself am feeling too.

I need someoneeeeeeeee, please.
I need a Yoon Ji Hoo. - although it isn't gonna work that way i think.
Cos I'm not so lucky. haha.

sigh.
the guilt wrenches through me, forgive me dear friend.
i love you bestie.
and i don't want to lose you.
give me time okay?

i don't know what i need anymore.
yoon ji hoo, where are you? :/

我越来越爱飞飞了！宝贝！